I Anticipate Death

Fuck x (infinity ^ infinity)!!

oh my tian! ;(

okay that was ah lianish. but i dont careeee!

dieeeee! im like listening to the CCA orientation Medley now, over and over again!

and like. arghhs. die die die!

go google if you have no idea what Medley is. but anyway, yaaaa.

omg there's this part which is.. omgg! die die die!

i think i want to ask wanchin to change! if not 我会死得很难看!!! ;((((((

omggg! T.T

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A (Love) Letter

To: X

i have no idea what this is!

i dont miss you, but i think of you.

i dont love you, but im fond of you.

if im treated badly by someone im infactuated with, i will think, "I know X wont do this to me."

if im bored, i will think, "I know X will definitely accompany me."

i dont know whattttt. maybe im just writing this because.. i want to feel loved again(?)

you're not the dream guy i want.

i think that's why i keep pushing you away.

and those thoughts further in my head.

i keep thinking of your BAD more than your GOOD.

i think im making myself NOT fall in love with you.

loving me is painful and tiring, so you should stop. i think.

im telling you to, but i dont know if that is what i want exactly.

or maybe i just want to feel appreciated, admired, loved, that im worth it.

that there is actually value for my existence.

and i know that you will love and want me unconditionally and make me feel blessed.

but then sometimes, love isnt the only thing worth considering.

can you please go create a blog or something so i can blog stalk you. idiot.

can someone tell me, teach me what love is? how love is?

i know that you're flirting with me, but i refused to entertain you.

i know the tricks, remember?

so i have no choice but to block you out of my life.

how? by making you block me out of your life.

and i think i know how. and it's gonna be cruel.

but that's the only method. im sorry.

it's all Cupid and his Blind Arrow's fault.

Yours sincerely, J

When Angels Cry

JASMINE wants to "inherit" her mum's LV slingbag! so even though if she looks like a Lian, at least an expensive one.

hahaha. oh yeahs. i havent announced about the results of my JAE. ;)

poor JC kids. have to report the next day. lololol.well anyway, yupps i gotten in into my first choice.and the rest of the TPJCians who opt for Poly went to Psychology! ;(hahaha. oh wells, nvms at least still got Zhan Wei. hahaha.same course as me! yays ;))okay lah. my shoulders ache like hell ;(((((bahhhs. so finished painting the house already! yays.well maybe except the door.havent cleared the house yet though ;(cause i think my aunties will be coming my house for CNY. blahhhzxzx.okay lah. gtg. havent bathed ;\hahaha. byeeeezxzx!

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Pain(t) all overrr!!!

havent TOUCHED my laptop the entire day!
im using my com to blog. did a bit of fb tday. haha.
you see, im not ADDICTED.
i didnt suffer from any withdrawal symptoms ;)
spent the entire day from 2pm painting the house!
hahahaha. I WILL STOP INSULTING BANGALAHS. for now.
well, i really wonder why i hardly get As for Art in school.
wazzup with the teachers. hais. hahaha.
well soooo, im covered with pain(t) ALL OVER!
my hair is white, my arms are white.
my shoulders ache, my arms ache.
tired ahhhhs. so im gonna go bathe then sleeepppp!
shall wake up at 9am tmr to continue painting.
then after that at 1pm got CCA meeting regarding CCA orientation at school.
blahs. yes im going back to help! yayyyys. hahaha.
but that means going on stage ;\ fuck.
okay. bye.

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EVERYTHING BELOW 30BUCKS! PRICES NEGOTIABLE!!

SELLING POST!
please helppppp!
especially for the first item!
TYVM!! ;D

I initially bought it for CNY but
I'm selling this because i can't fit into it!!
It's too small for me! ;(
Otherwise i really really love it!
Have it in both Pink & Black.
But I currently don't have the black one with me.
So, the Pink is available right now!
But tell me if you're interested in the black one. (:
Brand New!





This can be worn in many ways -
Off-shoulder or not and different ways of tying the ribbon.
Brand New!





I initially bought this for Graduation.
But didn't wear it eventually.
So no worries, it's Brand New!





This was a little short for me.
And I can't pull off red.
So again, Brand New!



Impulse Shopping. ;\
First 2 are Brand New!
The other one, only worn once.






Supre - Australian Brand.
Material is really comfy.
It's a little body-hugging.
Wore a few times only.



Bought this in Hong Kong
Really like it. More of the "Kawai" look.
Flair & Short.
Wore it once or twice only.



They're too small for me. ;\
So, Brand New!

Because there's a few defects on the beads itself,
it's only $2.
Brand New!

Tell me if interested!

Please please please help me clear my wardrobe!!
Especially for the 1st one!
Really Urgent!!
So email, facebook, sms or leave a comment!
regretted_me@hotmail.com
Prices are Negotiable! Except for the 1st one!
All are the same as the U.P. or less.
But considering that the prices stated are
inclusive of Normal Postage,
yes I'm making a loss.
Soooooo.. why are you hesitating?!
Cepat Cepat! Kuai Dian Kuai Dian! Fast fast!
Thank you! ;D
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Just kill me already.

quitting school is SOCIAL SUICIDE.
rejecting dates is SOCIAL SUICIDE.
especially if the reasons were "I've Got School" or "No Money"
so now. im just gonna go out. i dont care! not anymore!
im just gonna go to people's FB wall and spammmmmm!
okay i already did to cleo, alina & sarah.
:)

♥

&maybe love is something too difficult for some of us to handle.

PiBoh-PiBoh

okay soooo.... i havent been following my resolutions. yet. ;\
im gonna go sleep right after this! well, after i wash up. haha.
so have been SIMS-ing the entire 2 days.
that explains why i havent been online. i think.
except to harvest crops & to cook. ;\ lolls.
so im really glad to see my closest 2(or maybe 3, includ jk ;D) friends from my class(or maybe ex-class ;\) to have found their lurveeee. if you dont know who. you suck.
you're even MORE outdated then me!
haha. really happyyyy for them ;) ehh i played a role okay?!
well, maybe not as huge for buddy's as compared to cleo's. ;\ lolllls.
okay fine. not much. except to hear blahblahblah. haha.
well also have been baking lately.
with my mum! yayssss! not that im cheesy or what. but i like doing stuff with my mum!
i like shopping with her. besides the fact that she pays for me. HAHA.
i like cooking/baking with her. i like going to Shop & Save or Giant with her.
i love my mum! haha. that is if she's not being mean to me. ;)
im really close to her. i dont know why im saying this right now. hahaha.
so random. but well anyway.
have been baking CNY goodies like Almond Cookies & Pineapple Tarts. yummmsss!
that explains why im so fat right now okay.
lucky i havent been on the streets much!
i havent been out from Teri's birthday which is on the..... 17th!
up to just now - which is the 24th! 7 days.
omgggg!! great feat can. rejected many outings ;\
well i did go to the sidegate of TPJC to get my thumbdrive then walked to my cousin's house.
but what i meant was out out. hahaha.
so just now had dinner with my mum, sis & jie fu at pizza hut.
cause my mum had her bday voucher.
then we did a bit of shopping. i bought a CNY dress.
tried on 2 others. which i really liked too!
but too small lah. i know lah okay. im fat. shut up.
my weight has been fluctuating ;\ i have been doing some exercises!
well, actually really really relaxing ones. hahaha. but i heard they work! i hope they do! ;(
and i havent been jogging. cause my mum threw away my shoeee!
but maybe i shall borrow my sis's. haha.
sooooo i have all the time in the world now up to March.
shall go work in March with Trish!
shant go out so often. cause no money! ;((
im dead serious. that's why i have been turning down many outings! ;((
cant wait for CNY! ang pows~~ plus gambling~~ ;pp
results of school posting should be out soon on probably, wednesday??
need to go more shopping for CNY clothes.
shall read more. that is if im not on my laptop.
shall find+hear more songs.
shall bake more CNY goodies.(my mum bought more pineapple filling ;\)
shall sew something out from my clothes which i dont wear at all.(with the help of my mum's! duh. but that is if she's willing to. ;\)
shall MAYBE disturb my entire block and maybe all the houses up to Suhuai's house with me on the piano.
shall exercise more.(something on my list of Resolutions)
shall sleep early.(again)
shall tidy up my room.(and, again)
shall cut my hair.
shall stalk more people online.
shall count out the coins in my piggy bank and hope they add up to a thousand. (which is obviously impossible)
and shall go sleep now.

SIMS ftw!

sooooo.. im gonna MIA for a few days.

hahaha. cause im gonna be SIMSing. ;))

have got my expansion packs already.

it's really really making my laptop laggggg!

but it's worth it! seriously!

it's awesomeeeee!

okay! gotta go sleep alreadyyy!

byebye! ;))

and once again, thanks buddy!! ;DD ♥

Veeeeedeos!

i tried watching THHE 2.

but too scared to finish. lololll.

so im thinking back about all the movies that are about grotesques deaths.

then i remembered FD 4!

wheeees!

okay im gonna post up the death i thought was the funniest and nicest.

reminds me of the cake 09S23 used to cut every birthday! lolol~~

tell me you if you laughed okay!

i dont want to be a weirdo!

;( trish was practically scolding me for laughing ;\

if you watch it in 3d, the effect super duper cool.

the meat is like popping out in your face. hahahaha!

oh oh. and i found the show already!

the one which i was looking for, got to do with dominoes

It's in this post. hahaha. so it's in Mindhunters. so is the cigeratte laced with acid part.

super nice. got to watch it!

i just watched it this aftnn!

here's the trailer! ;))

you can see the domino part in it. hahaha.

the show's not gruesome. well maybe not as bad as THHE or Saw or FD.

so dont worry! i was even eating while watching it.

so, it's safe.

alrights gotta go! ;DD
going to Sab's house for dinner!

oh btw, i woke up at 11am tday!

planned one. ;\ lollls.

alrights blog again later! maybe.

&what IS love, actually?

soooooooooo........

i woke up late this aftnn ;\

not exactly planned. haha.

but im really gonna sleep early!

im sleeping soon! really really! ;DD

then wake up early tmr.

clean up my room and do some spring cleaning. haha.

my mum wants to paint the house.

i know we're moving this june/july, so actually i dont see why there's a need to.

hahaha. and then meet cleoooo in the aftnn after schoooolll.

need to get my thumbdrive back from herrrr!

which means, my SIMS expansion is here! wheeees!

thanks buddy! thanks cleo! ;)) ♥

OH YEAH. I NEEDA GO CNY SHOPPING!!! ;((

BADLY!

well actually not.

i've some clothes which i havent worn before.

so i guess i can wear them. hahaha.

doesnt have to be red/orange/yellow rightttt?

watched The Hills Have Eyes todayyy.

gahhhs. quite scary. is like, suspense that kind.

hahaha. is it a true story?

omg i keep thinking what if it is, and it happens to me! ;((

lollll. and i still have The Hills Have Eyes 2. ;\

alrightss. time to go sleep.

PS. some pictures from The Hills Have Eyes! ;))

and being the Jasmine i am, obviously i took the yummiest picture i could find on Google.

but not very sick lah actually.

i mean, i think Saw VI was worse. hahaha.

Resolutions for 2010

sooooo i know this is a tad too late. but here's my list of 2010 resolutions. ;)

1. Study hard in Polytechnic. And not make the same regrets i did in JC.

2. Exercise more and stop being so lazy.

3. Get a job and earn some money.

4. Sleep earlier and wake up earlier

5. Bring my dog for walks.

6. Help my mum out with house work.

7. Clear & clean up my room.

8. Finally go clubbing & pubbing LEGALLY

9. Improve on my singing by taking others' criticisms and compliments more seriously.

10. Be a better friend.

11. Treat children nicer and stop tsking at them.

12. Pick up some skills eg. Piano, Dance, Cooking.

13. Be more mature.

14. Stop thinking of death so often.

15. Stop crying over small issues.

16. Read the newspapers and watch news more often.

17. Brush up on my english.

18. Read more books.

19. Anger my mum and sis less.

20. Make sure all resolutions are kept.

im goddamn serious about them and am gonna keep to them!

sooooo... to prove that i am, im gonna put a small little link on my blog for easy access for myself.

;) alrights. that's about it.

and these starts from the time i wake up tmr! ;D

so to cross out no. 4, goodnights ;))

it's only 4! better than yesterday which was 5+! ;O

In my Cocoon

BREAK UPS CAN BE PAINLESS TOO OKAY.

IM NOT DEPRESSED!

WHO SAID I WAS?!

I'M AS HAPPY AS A LARK!

so now im cooped up in my lair.
when i finally make an appearance, i will no longer be the Jasmine everyone knew. ;)

METAMORPHOSIS ;D

and one day im gonna fly away.

by time i'll be too good for anyone, no more the other way round.

The End

PS. i changed the posts in the way so that the posts for 1 day is shown. soooo, yups ;D

arghhs.

omfggg. im like super damn pissed.

im reading STOMP right now.

and just finished an article on a girl getting stabbed by her mum.

like wtf.

here's the link if you're interested.

[DAUGHTER GETS KILLED BY HER FUCKING SIAO MOTHER]

well anyway, her mum is like diagnosed wth bipolar disorder.

but that doesnt give her an excuse to kill her own daughter!

she just took a knife and plunged it through her daughter's chest!

like seriously wtf.

and the she's guilty for manslaughter?

I MEAN, ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY?

THAT'S ABSOLUTELY NOT MANSLAUGHTER BUT MURDER

ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?

I MEAN, WHAT'S WITH THE GODDAMN LAW SYSTEM IN SINGAPORE?

HELLO?? WHY ARE YOU PROTECTING THE CRAZY PEOPLE?????

OR IS IT JUST THAT THOSE PEOPLE'S LIVES ARE JUST NOT AS VALUABLE??

WHAT IF ONE DAY, SOMEONE WHO HAS SOME PYSCHOLOGICAL PROBLEM AND DECIDES TO KILL THE PRESIDENT? OR THE PRIME MINISTER? SOMEONE IMPORTANT.

THEN WILL SHE/HE FINALLY BE CHARGED WITH MURDER? -.-

LIKE SERIOUSLY WTF.

THE DEATH WOULD BE AN INNOCENT AND UNNECESSARY ONE!

DOES THIS MEAN THAT THE MENTALLY UNSTABLE PEOPLE ARE BEING PROTECTED BY THE GOVERNMENT, PUTTING THE PEOPLE WHO ARE MENTALLY SOUND AT RISK??

SO WHAT? PEOPLE WHO ARE PERFECTLY NORMAL CAN BE KILLED AND MURDERED.

AND THE PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT AS NORMAL CAN GET AWAY WITH A LIGHTER SENTENCE? THIS IS BULLSHIT LAH.

SO THE PEOPLE WHO ARE MENTALLY UNSTABLE ARE GONNA RULE THE WORLD NOW?

HA-HA-HA. GREAT JOB.

Another one

ANOTHER SHOW TO WATCH!

NINJA.- said:

wanna earn?

u wan 200 bucks?

ღJasmeanzxzx•bs♥ ``SHIPWRECKED ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ says:

how about you send me your picture first? (;

NINJA.- says:

haha

its over there

<<<

ღJasmeanzxzx•bs♥ ``SHIPWRECKED ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ says:

cant see lahh. not clear enough

NINJA.- says:

aiyoo?

this?

ღJasmeanzxzx•bs♥ ``SHIPWRECKED ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ says:

same person??

NINJA.- says:

yes la

duh!

ღJasmeanzxzx•bs♥ ``SHIPWRECKED ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ says:

looks different

send me lah

clearer what

NINJA.- says:

dont want

LOL

ღJasmeanzxzx•bs♥ ``SHIPWRECKED ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ says:

then too bad (;

NINJA.- says:

hehe

i shy

ღJasmeanzxzx•bs♥ ``SHIPWRECKED ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ says:

haha

NINJA.- says:

HAHA

u want 200bucks not?

ღJasmeanzxzx•bs♥ ``SHIPWRECKED ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ says:

are you that desperate?? that you have to resort to finding someone online??

NINJA.- says:

what u mean?

im rich haha

thats why

ღJasmeanzxzx•bs♥ ``SHIPWRECKED ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ says:

so?

NINJA.- says:

i can give money freely

:)

ღJasmeanzxzx•bs♥ ``SHIPWRECKED ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ says:

then do some good deeds and donate to charity. instead of going around and using it for your sexual desires. goodbye. PS. i took a screenshot (;

HERE'S THE PICTURE OF HIM.

be careful and dont get blinded by it ;)

name: FAHIM

msn: ninjaboysg@hotmail.com

careful girls ;)

Financial Crisis

Which is worse?

Knowing that the Love won't last?

or to End it right away while the Love is still there?

sooo..yeahhs.

went out with trish tday in the aftnn.

bought teri's present then we sat at starbucks and talked.

saw sl & wy again! hahaha.

well then anyway, talked a lottttt.

and then went to Ice Cream Chefs to find Randi.

Desiree was working there too! hahaha.

so i was toooo brokeeeee and trish kept making eat the ice cream!

i felt bad ;\ so i decided to share with her.

and im owing lots of people money right now! ;(

see im really really broke!

so if you happen to ask me to go out, and i turn you down, no offence.

just that im broke. haha. well unless you're gonna pay for my expenses! HAHA.

we waited for natalie for SUPER DUPER LONG CAN.

lololll! oh and she finally brought my 2 year old present. hahahaha!

wellllll anyway, then we cabbed to teri's houseeee. nat treated cause she was late. LOL.

if not i wont cab okay! ;\

finally seen some 4/7 peopleee!

and also many familiar faces like sarah leong, alina & melissa stewart. lollll.

like duh. cause i see them in school! loll. or USED to.

ate a lot thereeee! ;\ but now im craving for milk teaaaaa!

maybe i shall go drinkkk. just like yesterday.

or maybe i shall just go drink water or yakult and go sleeeppp! ;pp

My Bloody Valentine

okayyy! editted and re-editted. now my eyes hurtt!!

hahaha. goshhh. ahhs. but am really glad that it's finally doneee!

wheees! ;))

i think it's really nice now, isnt it? ;))

lollls. i really like it a lot. hehhs.

i think it's the best skin i've made ever. isnt it?

and also the the which i spent the most time on ;\ hahaha.

esp with all the aligning. lols.

im soooo proud of myself! hahaha. ;pp

first impression of it is like, probably messy and all.

but after long. i think it's really a sweety. lolols.

soo anyway! update of the past days! ;))

finally went back to school on wednesday. haha.

well had PE the first thing. and i didnt bring my PE shirt.

ehhh ehhh ehhh not my fault. no one reminded me! hahaha!

and we also had physics lessons. boringggg!

we had 5minutes break, but a 15minute self-declared one instead. ;\

so what did we dooooooo? we had a great time interacting with the "potential" JC 1s for this year.

lols. a conversation between Jun Kai and a guy in the toilet went like this.

Guy: errr.. is TPJC good?

Jun Kai: no no no. they see your face they not happy they retain you.

Guy: huh....? *looks scared & left the toilet. then found his father & they walked out of the school*

HAHAHA OMG. hilarious or what?

then we were in class and the guys were like, "eh throw stones at them!"

then they said, "eh but if got chio bus then tell them TPJC very good. ask them come."

lolols. and after school sarah was like, "DONT COME HERE. ESCAPE WHILE YOU STILL CAN!"

LOL. omg im gonna miss them like crazyyyyy!! ;(

actually i dont really mind retaining, cause all the other retainees are really nice & fun!

hahaha. and i know many of them, in fact.

but the problem is cause i cant study! so i have to go poly! lols.

oh wellll.

so i went out with my sis yesterday to Kboxxxx.

had Klunch. funnnnnnnnnnn. my sis kept choosing all the duets lahh!

then we sing halfway we will keep laughing. cause so difficult to do the 配音 then we do until we gave up. LOL.

somemore all the duets are the super hard ones like 珊瑚海、一眼瞬间、你最真贵、为你而活。

almost died can. haha.

then went out with sab tday. she kept calling me when i sleeping lahhh! arghhs.

that idiot. lol.

saw seng leong & ian at tamp inter. haha.

then sab & i went to Adelphi to repair her laptop.

stupid lah she. lollls.

cause sylvia told her it was near Funan Mall. oppo Funan Mall.

then i was like, must be this(Adelphi) lah!

then we went in. then i was like, OMG. WHY SO DAMN FAMILIAR!

AND I REALISED. IT'S THE PLACE I ALWAYS GO TO FOR MY BRACES APPOINTMENTS!

hahaha! missed that place. but super wulu. lol.

then i was like, it's here lah! cause it is the mall which has a bridge connected to Funan mah.

then she dont believe lohhh. she said Adelphi is sell all the audio stuff de.

so fineeee. we went to Funan. then called Sylvia again.

then Sylvia said is Adelphi. slap her lohhh! hahaha.

ate KFC at Far East then shopped around.

bought a dress for CNY. but then. IT IS TOO SMALL. WTF. -.-

and no exchange. so i guess i have to selllllll it! ;(

not i fat okay. okay lah i am. but small at the boob area hor. ;X

LOLOLOL ;X

sooooo there's Teri's party thing tmrrr.

but am meeting Trish first to get her present. fuckkk im broke! ;(((

emo alreadyyy! *boohoo*

alrightttt. time to gooooo... i have no idea. hahaha.

well, byeee!

Changed Blogskin!

``editted:

argghhhh. i dont know why but my font now is all pink -.-

wtffff. okay nvm. shall go sleep. tmr then do. ;pp

alrightttt! finally done!

it looks a little messy, yeah? haha.

oh wellllllll. had fun doing it. though it took me like, 3-4hours ;\

lolol. really tired! back & shoulders hurt toooooo! ;((

i know what ian's gonna sayyy. too plain!

hahaha. i think the pictures above are a little small? ;\

made a little changesss. like taking away the calendar.

no space le lahhs ;\ lolol.

and you may ask, why lilies?

cause they are beautifullllll. haha.

oh well alrights. better go sleep! tired tired!
nightsss ;))

New Blogskin

im currently working on my new blogskin! ;))

here's a hint: Lilies for Sale

haha. alrights. shall blog and update again later on. tatas ;))

Ouch.

我口袋里还有你给的温馨
我的手心还有你吻的气息
低低的云让想念的人喘不过气
而你的背影会在哪里平静

跟踪记忆我才能和你接近
除了可惜眼泪没有声音
有一些人容易动情也容易忘情
我爱过了你心永远在那里

好想好好爱你
这一句话只能藏成秘密
关上窗外的雨
反覆碰触你爱过的痕迹
好想好好爱你
却没有权利再把你抱紧
从今以后如果你能快乐
就别管我想你

好想好好爱你
这一句话只能藏成秘密
关上窗外的雨
反覆碰触你爱过的痕迹

好想好好爱你
却没有权利再把你抱紧
想对你说
you'll always be my love
我还是好想你




大雨过后的眼泪
挂在充满回忆的橱窗
我却不想忘以往
那些心碎的心创

记忆是一个行囊
陪伴着我到世界流浪
我让悲伤都装上翅膀
再见了就不能倔强

该忘了你对不对
怕自己无法面对
无怨无悔
把一切留给纪念
受过沉默的创伤
它会慢慢被岁月
一片片填满
渐渐就习惯不再想
忘记曾经最痛的地方

该忘了你对不对
我应该坚强面对
学会遗忘
不能像爱的挣扎
记忆会为我收藏
那些美丽时光
为爱付出过的力量
带着爱去寻找
幸福的希望

OUT OF HERE

IM SO GETTING OUT OF TPJC.

TIME TO CELEBRATE!

im sorry cleo ;(

i'll miss you like crazy, you know that.

IM SICK! of school

Fuck this shit.

Fuck. I can do with a drink right now.

Like before, everything is crushing down on me again.

My mum is sick, my dog is sick, my gastric pains are like, coming back i think, and yes singlehood is better, cleo's thing and my friends. ;(

yeahs. so.. now i have to sponge my mum, wanted to bring her to the doctor's.

but just now havent opened yet. so she's sleeping now.

i scared she get H1N1. cause she's got cough which has been around for a few days already.

and yesterday she had headache. howwwww! ;((((

im scareedddddd!!! ;(

and tday the stupid school called. cause i didnt go.

then they marked me for truancy already. arghhs.

fuck. i dont care. im gonna go online to make my choices already.

well at least luckily i didnt go. if not no one to take care of my mum.

i really hope that im the one sick right now!

i know it's cliched and cheesy. but it's true.

really.

im cooking porridge now. i hope i know how to. ;\

i tried before. but all were half uncooked. lol.

then also cleo's thing. ahhs. ;(

i feel so.. guilty! haix. why didnt i promote? if i did, then she wouldnt be like now!

i mean, fuck lahs. all the guys all still treat her so meanly! ;(

i wanna cry alreadyyyyyy! ;(

and all my friends. well they didnt get their desired results yesterday.

and i not good at consoling people.

so i havent dared to talk to any of them ;\

oh no. what now.

;(

Hello Recycling Bin

OMFG. THIS IS BADDD.
FIRST I CANT SLEEP. IF I GO SLEEP NOW, I WILL STILL HAVE 4 HOURS OF SLEEP.
BUT THE PROBLEM IS, I CANT SLEEP!
OH MY GOODNESSSSSS! SO I THINK IM NOT GONNA SLEEP AT ALL!
ARGHHS.
AND SECONDLY, I THINK I DELETED MY RECYCLING BIN. OMGGGGG!
AHHHHH.


okay it's back. hahahaha!

credits to bella!
but i think i prefer it not there.
well anyway, i also downloaded a recycling widget now.
so im using it. lololll.

okay now. the bigger problem: How do i get back to sleep?

'I Love You' is meant to be shown, not said

sooooooooo. i found another competition ;XX

COMPETITION DETAILS

lols. sooo yupppppppsss. but i most probably wont get in.

cause i think they would accept mostly their students - Music Clinic.

gahhhs. &i heard Music Clinic suckkkkkkkks.

lololol. at least that's what i heard from my frienddddd.

soooo yeahhhss....

well anyway! im gonna start on my CNY cookies soon! ;D

wheees wheees!

okok! i better go sleep! byeeees! ;))

PS. im currently hooked on Rollercoaster Tycoon.

omggg super duper fun! i spent the entire afternoon&night playing it!

from 12nn-3am! LOL. that's like 15hours!

gahhhhs. hahaha! tell me if you want the link to download it!

but it's kinda troublesomeeee. need to download µTorrent first. bahhs.

oh well. but it's worth it! DEFINITELY! ;DD

TATAS! <3

PPS. OH YEAH. HAPPY 1ST JASMINE DAY! ;D

Pick-tures 2

from left to rightttt, if i can name them accordingly. haha!

the 2.5th row: san yi -da yi - uncle isham

2nd row: my mum - dylan - wisely - xiao yi - si yi - davier - ah kim - ah ku - shaun - jie fu

1st row: jolene quek - me - jacqueline quek - auntie - auntie anna

my hole. i mean, i call her hole.

im the ass, she's the hole. tgt, we're asshole. HAHA ;X

my cousin sab acting cute lah. ;X

she's so gonna die when she sees this.

&so am i ;X

dylan & davier. omg lah. exact same positions. HAHA.

i cant resist not putting this. look at davier's face. so cuteee.

shaun joining them. haha!

dylan has his hand on shaun's shoulder! omg they so cute!

wisely joining in. i bet my relatives have been trying to get wisely to smile.

that's why he's doing that. lolol.

my mum & sis.

both looking at 2 different cameras ;\

dylan eating the marshmallow I ROASTED. ;D

okay just me being spastic during xmas eve. ;\

guess what that thing around my neck is? no prize for getting it right. ;)

the rest is here: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=134001&id=601787332

im not sure if it's viewable. but yups. ;D

Molestation

okay so youtube took it down. but it's being posted on another web.

i guess i dont have to explain what it is ;\

i mean, it's the hot topic right now, yeah?

sooooooo.. yeahs.

was she enjoying it? or was she actually molested?

no one knows lah. but then if you actually look carefully, she was smiling ;\

i think. haha.

at first i was like angry lah. like i mean, no one helped her!

and i meannnnn. omgggg. but she also like very stupid can.

you would retaliate or do something what. but she like, just tried to squirm.

i mean, i would've kicked the guy's balls or something.

HELLOOOOO? WHERE'S HER NATURAL INSTINCTS??!!

okay but people are saying that's she deserves it, she's a transexual, blahblahblah.

but transexual or not, those guys should be put behind bars for what they did.

that's cause they intended to do so. and since they had the intention, they are deemed guilty.

believe or not, i searched the Singapore law thingy. lololll. im serious.

okay here's the link if you dont. --> Criminallaw.sg

or maybe if you're lazy, im just gonna copy & paste.

Molest

The Court has a discretion to impose a fine or a jail sentence in a molest case. Much depends on the part of the body of the victim which the Accused had contact with.

The offence cited in the case of Chandresh Patel v PP [1995], the prevailing sentence for victim’s private parts or sexual organs is 9 months imprisonment with caning.

Section 354 reads “Whoever assaults or uses criminal force to any person, intending to outrage or knowing it to be likely that he will thereby outrage the modesty of that person, shall be punished with imprisonment for a term which may extend to 2 years, or with fine, or with caning, or with any two of such punishments.”

As such an Accused often raise the defence that he had no intention to touch the victim as alleged ie the act was accidental. This is a question of fact to be inferred from the circumstances, the victim's testimony and the Accused's version as eye witness are not common. Most of the time, the Accused's long statement would have sealed his fate.

there you go. so you see, first of all, since they intended "to outrage or knowing it to be likely that [they] will thereby outrage the modesty of that person", they are deemed guilty.

secondly, it was intentional cause it's obviously not accidental as you can see. thirdly, there were many eye witness plus video as evidence. and so since the contact was the "victim’s private parts or sexual organs", the sentence would be "9 months imprisonment with caning".

woohoo. i have great Literature skills intact. ;pp

;D i always knew i should be a lawyer. HAHA. whateverrrrrzxzx.

alrights. am going out with cleo, sarah, alina & angelyn tmrrrr.

go Party World. first time going there.hahaha.

oh no im brokeee! gahhs.

and school's startingggg.

im thinking whether to go or not. but before or that, i have to decide whether i can wake up.

;X haha. soooooo, yeaps. that's all. byeeee!

&love isnt what we thought it was, right?

哭过了， 就真的会好了吗?

我从来都不说不，不是因为我愿意，

是因为我爱你；

我从来都不生气，不是因为我没有脾气，

是因为我爱你；

我从来都不哭，不是因为我没有眼泪，

是因为我爱你。

但， 哭过了， 就真的会好了吗?

Epic

okay this is damn hilarious. you gotta read it.

but you've got to understand our language first.HAHA.

AH MA. READ THIS. ;D

ღJasmeanzxzx•bs♥ ``Robert Pattinson is NOT hot! EW. says:

lolll

just go again lah

eh ah ma say her design got display sia

LOLOL

hahahahahaha

Valkyries&Wagner [a-a] says:

>.>

she bribed the person

the person who put the pieces up

cfm

ღJasmeanzxzx•bs♥ ``Robert Pattinson is NOT hot! EW. says:

LOLL

no lah. she mei li wu fa dang ;X

omg

we should be saying this to her

see what she says

sure scold us one

lololl

Valkyries&Wagner [a-a] says:

i wouldnt even be able to utter those words when i see her FACE

ღJasmeanzxzx•bs♥ ``Robert Pattinson is NOT hot! EW. says:

LOL

OMG MEANNNN

HAHAHA

Valkyries&Wagner [ab-a] says:

she meaner than me

basket never say her still come first blood me

ahhh

ღJasmeanzxzx•bs♥ ``Robert Pattinson is NOT hot! EW. says:

LOL

what she say you1

you!*

Valkyries&Wagner [ab-a] says:

say my back view nice ar but turn ard kns

ZZZZZZZZ

ღJasmeanzxzx•bs♥ ``Robert Pattinson is NOT hot! EW. says:

HAHAHAHAHA

OMG

LOL

so baddd

hahaha

Valkyries&Wagner [ab-a] says:

YA LA

SO NOW U TELL ME WHO WORSE

HUH HUH HUH XD

ღJasmeanzxzx•bs♥ ``Robert Pattinson is NOT hot! EW. says:

EQUALLY

HAHAHAHHA

let me put this on my blog okay!

hahahaha

Valkyries&Wagner [ab-a] says:

kk

omgggg funnehhh. i couldnt resist putting it up.

okay so i put kane in pink because he is gay.

alrights. im gonna go carry on watching clicknetwork.tv shows.

xiaxue tattooing on someone. HAHA. ;)

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

True Feelings

gahs. i hate this. fuckkkk. ;(

im listening to these songs and the previous one over and over. ;((((((

this silence suckkkks ;(

bah. forget it.

i know that you're right for me.

but i dont know if im right for you.

Now what?

soooooooooooooooooo.

im hungry! ;(

i had bread for dinnerrrrr!

and i ate half a packet of rice for lunch. ;\

i was super full in the afternoon.

so my mum was like, you eat the rest for dinner.

then during dinnertime, like ewwwwww.

i didnt want to finish the rice. so eww.

so i ate breaddddd. blah.

so now im starvingggg. and im lazy to cook noodleees.

blahblahblah.

&i just d songssssss! wheeees.

so i hope i wont be bored for a few dayssss!

well anyway, i think im supposed to go back to TPJC.

cause apparently, i havent left the school yet.

buttttt gahhs. im lazyyyyy.

so maybe im asking cleo to help me get. hehhhs. ;))

alrights. time to emoooozxzx! hear thisss!

super niceeee! my current fav songgg!

this is the ktv version. so lyrics bigbig. ;))

alrights. that's all le. byeees ;))

``this 'thing', i have no idea what it means

Love Matters

wheeees. soooo.

went out tdayyyy.

went to Plaza Sing to watch movie - 刺陵! - with Sab & Janice aka Ah Ma

wheees! 周杰伦 so shuaiiii. *heart meltssss*

hahaha. stupid sab lahh. she kept saying 林志玲 very act cute. lolololols.

okay lah. i dont think the show was FANTASTIC or GREAT.

but i guess it's alright? ;\ lols.

yupppsss.

another movie striked of the listtttt! hahaha.

i've been watching a lot of movies latelyyyyy! gahs.

from november to january! 8 movies! a lot! not? ;\

lolls. a lot for me lah. hahaha.

there's :

Nov 03 - My Sisters' Keeper

Nov 19 - 2012

Nov 22 - A Christmas Carol

Nov 23 - My Girlfriend is a Secret Agent

Dec 27 - Sherlock Holmes

Dec 29 - Avatar (Non-3D)

Jan 01 - Fourth Kind

Jan 03 - The Treasure Hunter

and otherssss in 2009

The Uninvited

Hanah Montanah

17 again

Drag Me to Hell

Ghosts of Girlfriends Past

Detroit Metal City

Ice Age 3

The Final Destination 4 (3D)

I Love You Beth Cooper

Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs

Monsters VS Aliens

Sorority Row

i think that's all.

actually, like not a lot lehhs ;\

bahs. i missed out on a lot of nice shows which i wanted to watch! ;((

like, Phobia 2, Transformers 2, The Time Traveler's Wife, New Moon, Jennifer's Body.

;(((( oh yeahs. Transformers 3 will be out next yearrrr! 2011. lolols.

and shittttt! Eclipse will be out in June 2010! omfggggg. nooooooo!

i havent even watched new moon!!!! ;((

~!@#$%^&*()_+

oh wells. im gonna go find it onlineee!

well anyway, we also played Jubeat. omgggg. gahhs.

soooo fun! hahaha. im a pro. i got a rank B okay.

LOL. and that's cause i was playing a lvl 3 song. lolololol!

wthhs. but what. im excused okay. virgin Jubeater here. lololols!

well, meanwhile, im listening to this song.

aww the lyrics very cute. hahaha!

吳克群&王心凌 - NANANA

你爱生气 你少根筋 一天到晚对不起

你色咪咪 你脏兮兮 袜子一个月不洗

迟到晚退你第一名 牵着我的手看美女

口口声声的说我是你的唯一

你爱生气 你少根筋 比我好不到哪去

你超爱念 你第一名 包租婆赐你神力

逛街瞎拼你冲第一 运动流汗要你的命

每天骗我你又多了三块腹肌

Na Na Na Na 我的爱给你

Na Na Na Na 全部都拿去

Na Na Na Na 什么都给你

Na Na Na Na 不由自己

Na Na Na Na 我的爱给你

Na Na Na Na 全部都拿去

Na Na Na Na 什么都给你

Na Na Na Na 只要你开心

你爱怀疑 你还规定 不准我跟谁出去

低肩不行 短裙不行

阻绝我所有异性 逛街都买你的东西

还为你走到铁腿(台语)

这样努力老爷你还不能满意

你爱怀疑 你还查勤 还偷看我的简讯

跟A不行 跟B要命 比我老妈难搞定

我要保护你才管你 我可不想你有万一

但是小姐你管得太宽一滴滴

Na Na Na Na 我的爱给你

Na Na Na Na 全部都拿去

Na Na Na Na 什么都给你

Na Na Na Na 不由自己

Na Na Na Na 我的爱给你

Na Na Na Na 全部都拿去

Na Na Na Na 什么都给你

Na Na Na Na 只要你开心

Na Na Na Na 我的爱给你

Na Na Na Na 全部都拿去

Na Na Na Na 什么都给你

Na Na Na Na 不由自己

Na Na Na Na 我的爱给你

Na Na Na Na 全部都拿去

Na Na Na Na 什么都给你

Na Na Na Na 只要你开心

只要你开心 什么事都happy

只要你开心 什么事都happy

只要你开心 什么事都happy

只要你开心

oh yays! i found New Moon! okay. bye ;DD