Fuck this shit.

Fuck. I can do with a drink right now.

Like before, everything is crushing down on me again.

My mum is sick, my dog is sick, my gastric pains are like, coming back i think, and yes singlehood is better, cleo's thing and my friends. ;(

yeahs. so.. now i have to sponge my mum, wanted to bring her to the doctor's.

but just now havent opened yet. so she's sleeping now.

i scared she get H1N1. cause she's got cough which has been around for a few days already.

and yesterday she had headache. howwwww! ;((((

im scareedddddd!!! ;(

and tday the stupid school called. cause i didnt go.

then they marked me for truancy already. arghhs.

fuck. i dont care. im gonna go online to make my choices already.

well at least luckily i didnt go. if not no one to take care of my mum.

i really hope that im the one sick right now!

i know it's cliched and cheesy. but it's true.

really.

im cooking porridge now. i hope i know how to. ;\

i tried before. but all were half uncooked. lol.

then also cleo's thing. ahhs. ;(

i feel so.. guilty! haix. why didnt i promote? if i did, then she wouldnt be like now!

i mean, fuck lahs. all the guys all still treat her so meanly! ;(

i wanna cry alreadyyyyyy! ;(

and all my friends. well they didnt get their desired results yesterday.

and i not good at consoling people.

so i havent dared to talk to any of them ;\

oh no. what now.

;(