im still deciding if i like you or not.
well, a month ago i decided yes, i did.
but recently, i've decided to stop this *circles hand in the air* thing.
i mean, why should i hold on to this feeling when i dont think or feel that it's reciprocated.
at the end of the day, im the one who's gna feel the pain and get hurt. not you.
im done creating excuses for you and im done with it. done.
and if you do feel something, i mean, you would've already done something about it, right?
so i guess, this is it.
but this doesnt mean that im not feeling sad.
i mean, i thought this would've ended up as something different.
i thought it would've ended up as, well, at least something.
but no, it didnt.
so i have to accept it and there. we're just back to friends.
back to normal friends.
and i guess since i've said this, i've got to be strong and brave enough to complete the task.
the task of forgetting you.
and well honestly, i havent thought of you much when im too engrossed in something.
like playing Sims 3 or like wednesday when i went shopping.
im glad. because, it means that im not crazy over you or what.
yeah i guess that's about it.
maybe there's still much more i wna say, but this is it for now.
dont even know if you're reading this or not. but i've said my piece. :)
Love, J
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