BYE HUMANS! MISS ME! ;))

I HAVE FUGLY DIY NAILS AND I DONT CARE!

IM JUST GONNA GO OUT ON THE STREETS WITH THEM.

>;(

i hate painting light colours!

so annoying, i tell you! lollss.

so now my nails look bumpy and un-smooth.

but i dont care

so fucking annoying.

but im feeling violent when i look at it.

i feel like scratching it all out! seriously! ahhs.

alright alright. i better go bathe. hahaha! byeee!

PS. AWAY FROM TODAY UP TIL NEXT TUESDAY!

THANK YOU AND BYE BYE ;D

PPS. MISS ME! ESP YOU! YES YOU! ;D

;)

am still not aslp. and i have to be up at like, 9am? ;\

hahaha! oh wells, anyways, here's a really funny conver i just had with this guy.

catch it:

Mike Wong thats my name HAHA! said:

HEY there

hey there

busy?

©Jasmeanzxzx.bs❤ said:

hi

Mike Wong thats my name HAHA! said:

hey'

how are u jas

©Jasmeanzxzx.bs❤ said:

er sry but do i know you?

Mike Wong thats my name HAHA! said:

Mike here

:)

(i closed the window)

Mike Wong thats my name HAHA! is inviting you to start sending webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?

(i ignored and asked ian for help!)

Mike Wong thats my name HAHA! has canceled the invitation to start sending webcam.

Mike Wong thats my name HAHA! says:

u have webca,?

do u need cash/

?

Mike Wong thats my name HAHA! is inviting you to start sending webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?

Mike Wong thats my name HAHA! says:

hmm

(i refuse to reply again)

Mike Wong thats my name HAHA! just sent you a nudge.

(and again)

Mike Wong thats my name HAHA! says:

there?

(and again)

©Jasmeanzxzx.bs❤ says:

cash??

you think im a whore?

Mike Wong thats my name HAHA! says:

whore?

no no

400bucks

think bout it

Mike Wong thats my name HAHA! has canceled the invitation to start sending webcam.

(and here comes the heroic moment! are you ready?!)

©Jasmeanzxzx.bs❤ says:

you can just go fuck yourself, you asshole. if you think im that loose and you can just get a woman to fuck you, dream on. 400bucks? i hope you drown in it. ;)

PS. dont be so cheap ;)

WHEEES! SAY YOU'RE PROUD OF ME! SAY JASMINE ROCKS! ;DDD

hahaha! honestly, i wouldnt have the courage to say that if ian wasnt there.

cause he was there egging me on. hahaha!

seriously. usually, (yes, and i mean USUALLY) i would just ignore/block.

and guess what? i feel like changing back to LJ ;XX

cause cause, i dont like weird and unfamiliar people to read my blog. ;(

i wanna lock ittt! but i dont like blogger's way of locking it. so..yeahhs. haha.

oh wells oh wells. should i should i? haha.

if i do, i will be back on my previous one.

;) alrights. i better go finish watching my Gossip Girl. haha!

im at Season 2 Episode 18! lolls. then BETTER go sleep! ;))

nights people!

PS. i will try to give up my feelings for you. and i will eventually. mark my words. i will.

i hope

cookie frenzy

in cleo/junkai's words, i dont feel so good.

ahhs. idk why. haha!

maybe my cookies/muffins ;X

yeapps. haha.

at 3am in the morning, people are sleeping their asses off.

what is Jasmine doing? baking. and the best part, she havent even bathed ;X

haha! wths. so im super tired. have to wake up at 9am tmr.

and im gonna get less than 6 hours of sleep! ;(

wthhs. well, i guess i SHOULD be alright.

cause i've been getting 12hours of sleep since we got back our results.

well, actually from last week ;\

haha. i've been online for 24/7.

gahhs. i think my laptop's dying. HAHA! ;X

well, it IS oily.

cause i was msning while i was baking.

though got some very... plastic surgery failure, i hope they still like it! ;)

haha. wanted to decorate the girls'.

but i dont know how to!

i wanted to put those metal balls thingy.

those... wait lemme google for them.

yeap. those metal balls. haha.

but i guess it's not possible. ;(

oh wells. anyways, they better like it!

though some are really distorted ;\ hahaha!

alright alright.

i better go bathe. got mosquito bite alrdy ;((

tatas~

i have no idea what i just did. i dont know why i had to blog about that.

i mean, i just have to continue dealing with things the way i used to.

last monday, i went out with my sis. and we were talking about stuff.

and we linked to like, me.

i mean, we were talking about my P1 cousin, wisely.

like what he does to get attention.

and his method of getting attention is to cover up all his hurt and sadness.

well, so apparently, his story is because of his broken family and all.

then i was like, but im not what.

so apparently my way of covering up my sadness and all is to bottle things up.

why does everything have to come hitting me to the ground at the same time?

fuck. the worse thing to do: Cry infront of your Laptop while blogging. and even better, not know why.

i dont know. it's like, since god-knows-when, i have been keeping things to myself.

i mean, i dont see why i have to bother others about my own stuff.

im used to people coming to me for advice & comfort. not the other way around.

im always the listener. not the talker.

so i guess, now all i have to do is to put on a brave front and smile.

isnt that is what Jasmine Quek always does?

i needa blog.

but i dont know what about.

im feeling..shitty. and i dont know why!

memories of last year are like, suddenly flooding back to me.

well, i think it all began when i watched an ex-classmate's video on fb.

and, she's in the same class as N right now. so, yeah.

he was in the video. and so i happen to decide to pop by his blog.

yeahs. oh wells. idk. it's so long already.

and i know it's my fault and all about the past.

but i dont know why im upset and all.

i really dont know.

well, he did say some stuff which i think is related to me.

yeahhs..maybe that's why im so affected.

i dont know. arghh. who am i kidding. idk. this is crap.

arghh forget it. fuck. this is damn fucking screwed up.

i dont know what im supposed to do now.

all i know now is that, i like W, i really do.

and all i have to do now, is to focus on Poly or JC.

besides that, i can now just Curl up and Cry until god knows when.

fuck this. fuck.

ღ

what's wrong with the world?

why is it that all of a sudden, everything goes out of hand?

Cupid! where are you? what's going on?

why are all the people in love going through so many problems now?

There's T, then there's Y. what's wrong?

why choose this moment to hit everyone with love problems?

so now, who's gonna be the strong one and lend them her shoulder?

maybe this is just love. part and parcel of life.

everyone gets so loving, and the next moment, there's this unknown force pulling them apart.

it gets me wondering, was it even love?

love isnt painful. love is wonderful. love is comfort. love is security.

why does something that two people come together, with much hardship to build suddenly collapse?

love isnt supposed to make you cry. make you mourn. make you sad.

but i guess, true love means holding hands and braving through the storms together.

not one letting go even till the end.

and that's when I Love You is the most appropriate and meaningful thing to say.

PS. I LOVE YOU. ღ

<3

//a huge part of me doesnt want to leave TPJC. my heart.

i wanna say so much. but i dont want to.

i guess i dont seem sad?

well, that's what im supposed to do: Smile and Go through all these without any tears.

oh well. okay lah. that's all. haha. byes ;)

``i'll miss you, darling boy. cause i already do.

;D

so as you can see, from my previous post, that i didnt go school. haha!

cleo & i decided that we were too tired to. ;\ lollls.

anyway, yesterday after school i went out with my sis.

we went kboxxxxxx! haha. then went for dinner.

anyways, didnt do much tday. mapled+facebooked.

then baked too. ;) hahas.

alrights alrights. i shall be good and go school tmr ;D

gotta go alrdy! BYES! ;D

PS. i changed the tagboard alrdy. duh. ;) please help me spam! ;X

looks so empty lohhhhs. so ugly. hahaha!

Bitch.

``editted:

JASMINE QUEK.

STOP BEING A SPOILT/SPOILED BRAT

AND JUST GO TO SCHOOL. ;(

well, maybe not ;)

Good Girl Gone Bad

&i just realised, instead of waiting for smth to go to you, you go to it.

well well well.

i oughta be slping alrdy. but am lazy. hah.

woke up at 4+ tday ;\

then watched Gossip Girl & mapled for a teeny weeny while.

wanted to go do Henesys PQ. but got no one ;(

we did once, but failed. cause this stupid guy anyhow do one.

stupid lah. then after that, cause sarah dced.

then this guy started scolding and scolding.

noob can. lose in scolding then defame me and logoff -.-

forgot his ign alrdy. lameeezxzx.shall not gen zhe xie xiao ren yi ban jian shi ;)

hahas. then after that went to bathe and left houseeeeee.

went to my auntie's house for BBQ.

no occasion. just a family BBQ.

caught up with sab A LOT. told her about what had happened to me.

about that K thing. and she was like, omg. why so fucked up one. haha!

then she told me stuff about what i missed out! ;(

ahhhs! miss her & all her other friends! ;((

nvms nvms! this friday we may be going out! ;)

go drink drink and catch up! hahaha. cant waitttt!

wheees. so from now up to friday, maybe i shall be a good girl and go to school ;(

and maybe for now. i shall go do my title thingy.

then go sleeeepzxzx! ;)

Just Another Bimbotic Moment Of Mine

tday's outing was crazyyyy!

we were supposed to meet at 11.15am at city hall

but all of us were late ;\

kevin & i were there at 11.30.

then we were super hungry.

so we walked towards city link.

then gareth said he was at the control station.

so we walked back. then i msged sarah and she said she was just about to go.

lols. all alina's fault~! ;\ hahaha.

then anyway, the 3 of us went to walk around Ruffles place. yeapps Ruffles.haha.

just joking ;) inside joke, btw.

then after that sarah came to find us. and we kept blaming her.

then we went to eat at Just Acia for a longgg time!

hahaha. then we went to check the timings for movieeee.

wanted to watch 2012. but all the timings were selling fast/sold out. ahhs.

so we were on our way out back to MRT.

cause apparently Plaza Sing had space for 6.30pm.

and SMARTLY, we didnt book online. darn.

then anyway, alina came. and the blame was shifted to her. lolols.

so we went Plaza Sing and guess what?

tickets were selling fast/sold out. pfft. wths.

then we dragged ourselves to Cathay.

sarah's legs were full of blisters! gareth & i were tired! alina was hungry!

i guess kevin was the only one who survived. haha!

well then anyway, yeaps you guessed right, Cathay was selling fast/sold out. again. arghhs.

then Jian Nan came. and the blame was shifted to him.

we were boreddd. and sarah suggested going to Mind's Cafe.

but apparently, it was full. like, omg! can you believe it??

and those who were there are like old uncles lahs. omg. -.-

so we were wandering orphans.

then after that, we didnt give up! so we went to Cineleisure to try our luck.

AND AGAIN, selling fast/sold out.

so LUCKILY(i mean it!), genius sarah thought of getting a room.

yeaps. we booked a room. LOL ;X

at the...idk what's it called. but we could play games & borrow dvds.

so we borrowed The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.

was boring at some parts. and they just kept having sex lah.

which was sarah's & jian nan's fav part. HAHA.

sarah was waiting for it. and jian nan was slping through the movie except for the sex scenes. ;\

what can we say? hahaha!

after that we realised that Vickesh was having a gig at Cineleisure.

then we went to basement to say hi to some tpjcians. haha.

i swear joseph was super shocked to see me ;\ no idea why.

then we heard some really awful band.

actually the music was alright. but the vocalist... omg.

kevin was like, i think you sing better than her.

me: omg. i take that as an insult!

kevin: but i said you sing better what!

me: but how can you compare me and her!

LOL ;X omg. super mean.

but seriously. ;\ very bad.

worse than alina. sarah said it! not me! ;\

well anyway, i got so frustrated that i said loudly, "omg so out of tune!" & "please go tune your voice first!" hahahaha!

omg. bitch fit~~ hahas. after that kevin & i were super hungry.

so we went to some Korean/Japanese place to eat, while sarah & alina went to catch Vickesh's gig.

i was super fulllll!

fat alrdy fat alrdy ;(

after that kevin & i took a longgg bus ride home!

had a long talk with my buddy. about random stuff. haha!

finally reached home at 10+ going 11. ;\

lols. but no one's home yet!

and anyways, received my 2 dresses which i ordered online alrdy! ;D

yays. hahas. i initially was having a Wardrobe Emergency!

then watched Gossip Girl & mapled. haha.

im lvl 17 alrdy! well, from 14. hahas. no big feat as compared to Private MS.

but to Maplesea. PHEW. it IS!

i have no idea how i even played up to lvl 8x in the past. HAHA!

alrights. time to slp. 4.41am alrdy ;XX haha!

oh wells oh wells. byessss!

PS. i just repainted my nails! ;pp

okay. i just realised this whole post is so..... bimbotic. that explains the title of it.

well, apparently you cant see the title.

cause i havent editted that part in the template yet.

hahahas. soooo.... too bad for now ;D

For TP154 <3

well, have got many stuff to say about to my PW group.

so, here it is..(if you guys are actually reading this in the first place. well, maybe junkai)

THANKS YOU GUYS SOOOOO MUCH!

i know at the beginning, during the GPP and EOM period, junkai & i practically did nothing ;\

lollls. but you guys didnt really complain much and all.

instead, at the end when the both of us started to chiong, you guys thanked us ;\

omg felt damn guilty can!

that's why, I TURNED OVER A NEW LEAF!

and worked hard for WR and OP.

which i DARE say turned out pretty well, right? ;D

and what i felt most touched was when that time, i was the first to initiate doing OP.

when i was starting on the OP slides while you guys were playing com and all.

but you guys kept thanking me and crediting me!

even up to today, like just now on the bus, Wing Yi even thanked me again lah!

it's like, omg! i used to not do anything, then you guys didnt really complain.

but just cause i did some copying and pasting of the info from WR to OP, you guys kept thanking me!

omg. i feel damn damn lucky! cause like, you see the other groups.

all like, even worse than us! and i didnt do much, but you guys didnt complain.

instead you all kept encouraging me!

that time Seng Leong told me on msn:

(blue is him, purple is me)

awwww! so touching right! hahaha.

i realised our group has really, really bonded a lot.

i think that's the one and only benefit of PW. ;)

hahahas. oh wells, and yeahhs. that's all i guess. ;D

i bet you finished the entire tissue box. HAHA!

no matter what i get for PW, whether an A or a U,

THANKS! I LOVE YOU GUYS! ❤

❤ is the reason

finally done with OP!

but i fucking screwed it up.

totally forgotten to talk about 1 objective.

i didnt even realised it until Seng Leong told me when i returned to my seat! ;(

and i kept stumbling and speaking nonsense. so much for having a pleasant voice.

and Q&A wasnt any better.

my question was on my own part - Learning Journey.

and the question was super easy: How will Learning Journey help to conserve Chinese Garden?

wtf. that's like the most basic qns. and i prepared for it.

but i totally blacked out and crapped my way through.

fuckkkk sia! ;(

i think part of the reason why i didnt do that well was cause shaf dropped his speech halfway.

i think it kinda affected me. like worried and all.

seeeee! we're all so close okay! hahaha. oh wells.

i think our group performed worse as compared to normal!

i practically kicked the pillar after the entire thing and tore my name tag.

super angry lahs. threw my speech and Q&A all away!

rwarrs. super disappointed lahhs. with myself.

fuck.

but anyway, after that our group+tahir's group went for dinner tgt!

we went to T1's BBQ Chicken. haha.

yumms! wasnt filling though. but cheap cause we ate students' meal.

we had 2 free drinks. then for the 2nd drink, shaf and i compete to see who can drink faster.

MIND YOU, I WAS DRINKING PEPSI, AND HE WAS DRINKING ROOT BEER.

stupid can. we gulped the drink in less than a minute.

anyway, he won lahs. haha. but i lagged by a few seconds only! ;pp

omggg. after that i felt damn bloated and nauseous. NEVER GONNA DO IT AGAIN!

well, maybe on an empty stomach still can.hahaha!

shaf still felt alright can! i felt unwell all the way to Tampines SAFRA!

kept going to the toilet ;\

we went there to play pool. super funnnnn+funnnyyyy!

then we played the air hockey too.

when we were leaving, shaf was like, "now i feel uncomfortable."

HAHA! i think his body lagging lahhhh! hahahaha!

after that took bus with Wing Yi and went homeeee! ;)

also, finally editted my blogskin for my previous blog yesterday!

wheeees! so pretty can! i feel a HUGE SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT!

took like, 2-3 hours plus to do -.-

cause was waiting for Mr Chew to go through with us OP

from 1pm dragged to 3pm dragged to 5pm dragged to 6pm.

in the end only managed to finish at 7+ >;O

damn frustrating. but managed to complete it successfully! ;DD

i kept asking shaf to say JAS ROCKS!

HAHA! well, i still do. HAHAHAHA!

well, that's all! time to bathe! and write a post for my PW group! ;)

There's Always a Next Time, right?

awwww.didnt make itttt ;(

but it's alright!

though this one 1st round out le, ;\

but not as painful as campus'. lols.

first, i wasnt confident.

second, i wasnt comfortable with the song ;\

and i sorta alrdy "felt" that i wouldnt make it. hahas.

that time also.i kinda alrdy knew i wouldnt make it. lololols.

oh wells oh wells.

but it's okay. im not sad. not very. only about 5%?

so dont try to console me and all.

i'll get annoyed cause i dont need your sympathy ;\

lololols.

it seems that everytime i hear people's opinion about the song im gonna sing, i wont pass leh ;\

lololols. wthhs. alrights. gotta go rush my Q&A now. byes ;D

Suspense is Killing Me

well anyways, as promised.
but am too lazy to type everythingggg.
soooo... here. go read Sarah's Blog to know what happened. hah.

well anyway, my audition was like....

i was shaking like crazy. hahaha. even my voiced dou-ed.

;\ gahhs. hope it wont affect results bahhs. hah.

the stupid results are supposed to be out!

but i havent received anything!

and they said whether we make it or not, we will still be informed ;O

ahhss. ;( dieee.lols.

super scared. tired also.

baked brownies tday!

for my classsss! to wish them luck for OP.

of course sarah & alina will have also LAH! ;D

oh wells. gonna go sleeep soonnnn!

tmr have to go school early cause havent finished I&R ;\

hahas. cause was held down by trish's present. ;X

haha. not excuse okay! but we've been really spending sat&sun to do! lols.

oh wells. doesnt matter.haha. alrights. gotta go slp nowww. byeees!

Killing Me Softly

super tired & hungry.

gonna go bathe then sleep alrdy.

shall update again tmr ;)

Killing Me Softly

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me softly with his song

I heard he sang a good song
I heard he had a style
and so i came to see
and listen for a while

and there he was this younger boy
a stranger to my eyes
Struming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me softly with his song

I felt all flushed with fever
Embarrassed by the crowd
I felt he found my letter
and read eachone out loud
I prayed that he would finish
but he just kept right on
Struming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me softly with his song

he sang as if he knew me
In all my darkness fair
and then he looked right through me
as if i wasn't there
and he kept on singing
singing clear and strong
Struming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me softly with his song

ohhhhhhhhhhh oohhhhhhh...lalalal..ohhhh lalaaaaaaa

Struming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song
killing me softly with his song
telling my whole life
with his words
killing me (softly)

he was strumming my pain
yeah he was seing my life
killing me softly with his song
killing em softly with his song
telling my whole life with his words
killing me softly with his song

Please Do Not Cry. Loneliness Makes One Human.

just came back from my sis' bday dinner.

tday was like...... dots.

was supposed to go meet trish & the rest for her trish's bday.

but apparently, sarah leong, cleo and i havent finished her present.

so we didnt go. even raiz came to sarah's house to help. haha.

retard lah. do for so long also havent finished.

after that my mum and sis came to fetch me.

then we went to Ehub's Lemongrass for dinner. haha.

then after that we went to Gelare for dessert! yippees!

ate strawberry ice cream ;DD hahahas.

well anyway, am super scared for tmrrrr! ;(

DIE LAH DIE LAH. havent even chosen a song. ;\

and i dont even know how to go thereee. howwws? ;(

sianns. ltr lost will die. lolols. okay lah. my sense of direction not that bad ;X

hahahaha! and now my throat hurtssss. a little. ;(

ahhhs. sian sian sian. oh wells. oh wells. aiyah. i dont know lah.

omg am like feeling super stressed now. T.T

im feeling how i felt in dec 08 - feb 09. ;(

it's like..arghhs.

why do guys have to make the girls feel so shitty?

and like so guilty and all.

am so used to keeping stuff to myself.

i know it aint good and all. but i still cant help it.

dont try asking me to say or whatsoever. cause i wont.

instead i would feel irritated and annoyed. just shut up.

am feeling like crap right now lahs.arghhs.

maybe i shall retire from my Listener post.

am tired of people asking me what to do and all.

like, i dont know lahs.

i have my own problems too, y'all know?

oh wells. forget it.

maybe it's just this stage right now. i have no idea.

sorry if i suddenly flare up at you or what.

am not in a good mood these few days.

PMS or what. i dont know and i dont care.

well i guess, partly is also cause of that thing. but... yeahs.

i dont know lahhs. ;( feeelll like crying ;((( x infinity

PS. this post aint directed to anyone -.- so DONT ask me. i will just ignore and whatsoever.

When Will Cupid Get Struck By Her Own Arrow?

& my job is done. ;)

Trip to Nowhere

We first started out with 2 roads: Yes and No.

We were too stubborn and decided to path our own: I Dont Know

We thought we could. Surely.

We didnt turn back when it was still early.

We didnt make the best out of it when we still could.

Please hate me. You should.

So now we have to pay a price and I cant be your prize.

We thought whatever happens, we could make it there.

Im sorry but our journey has to end here because it is a Trip to Nowhere.

Shag! ;(

Wahh crappp. Came home at around 11pm. ;\
Tday went out with cleo & jk to shopppp until about 4.50.
Then we decide to go for Loops again.
Same bus. Same route. Same people.
Tday we saw Annalisa on the bus lahh. Ahah.
Yesterday’s bus trip was sort of fruitful.
Cause it made me think and think. But today, i just slept throughout.
Damn nice. But uncomfortable ;(

Then after that we went to Pasir Ris Interchange to get Zheng Yong’s bday present.
Last minute. Haha. Chose for quite long.
Then so qiao. Cause i was standing outside the shop.
Then saw Suhuai. Haha. Anyway, we then took 21 and cleo, jk & i stopped at Ehub.
Cleo & i were supposed to go Ehub to watch movie with Marcus, Zheng Yong and their friends.

Watched My Sister’s Keeper. Ahhs super sad can!
Cleo and i were like crying and crying.
From the start i alrdy cried lahhs. Lolols.
The stupid guys were like laughing ;\ haha.
Then after that we went Just Acia to eat.
Superrrr full! Cleo and i even made Marcus and Zheng Yong kiss. HAHAHA!
Okay lah. More like Marcus kissing Zheng Yong.
We took video! IT’S SO GONNA BE ON FACEBOOK! LOLOLOL!

After that we lefttttt! Ahhs.
Am like super shag. But still got OP. Die ah die.
Mr Chew ah Mr Chew. What you wantttt! My group all okay alrdy.
Except for me! ;( die cannnnnn.
Well, he also haven’t say jk yet lahhs. So not considered whole group. YET. ;X
Alrights. Shall go sleep soonnnn. Then tmr wake up early to do OP. ;(

Distressed = Very Stressed

I have to sooooo blog about todayyyy! Haha!
Chinese was...like that loh. lols.
We ended at 11plus. Then went to eat at Indian stall.
Then went to take bus 29 to TM. We just missed so had to wait like SUPER LONGGGGG!
Hahaha. Then everyone else left except for cleo, jk and i.
We wanted to go watch movieee. But no timings ;(
So we ended up walkin around first. Then went to Tamp library to borrow books.
Cause we intend to take a LONGGG bus ride! But not long enough lah ;(
Only an hour. Haha. So we took bus 15 and went to Marine Parade and to Pasir Ris Inter.
Then we took 17 from there to go back SAC! Wheeees!
Cleo and jk waited outside while i went innnnn.
Finally got my year book. Omg. Got many super unglam pictures of trish. And me also!
But luckily mine not so bad, cause im usually in the background. But then stoning ;\
Hahahs! then went to visit CO! Ahhs. Missed them lahhs.
And miss all my seniors and all ;( oh wells.
Anyway, after that we went 85 market to eattt.
BBQ STINGRAY + SAMBAL KANG KONG! ;DD
YUMMMMMS! ;))
We’ve been craving for BBQ stingray since beginning of this year!
Longest craving in my entire life! Hahahaha!
Alrights. Am gonna go TRY to do my I & R! ;D


PS. i feel like going back to LJ. cause i dont want any 阿猫阿狗 to see.
lest they feel jealous about my life and my friends ;O
then in LJ can lock. hmmmsss. let's seeeee.

这么办？！

Siannns. Tmr got Chinese. Didn’t study anything.
Don’t even know where i put my book sia ;X
Hahahas. Only got pencil case, dictionary & entry proof rightttt?
Scully i all rmb to bring le, except for my brain ;\
Hahahs. So anyways, am super scared!
Not for Chinese. But for my audition this coming Sunday ;\
*screams* ;O helppppp.
I cant even find a song right now! ;(
Ahhhhhs. Die le die le ;((((
Siannnnzxzx! And i scared i 忘词.
That will be the 糟糕-est of the 糟糕-est ;(((
Siannnzxzx. Ahhhs.

PS. i may not be going London anymore. but taiwan! again! haha. beginning of this year during CNY already went le. but i dont mind going again! cause CAN SHOP! ;DD


``sianns. emoemoemo! ;(
im feeling sad & scareddddd!
i dont know why.
i think cause i cant find a song!
and it's making me feel/think that i cant sing afterall.
so im sorta regretting joining. ;( haiix
howhowhow! ;( i dont know lahhs.
super sian+emo nowww.
i think i wil be like this untilllllllllllllll it's finally over. ;(

I x/3 Myself

Sian. Today totally no mood. Don’t know why.
Woke up quite late at around 3pm.
Didn’t had the mood to do anything.
Only gamed the entire day today.
Mapled till like, super late.
Then FB too.
I suddenly miss this kind of feeling.
I have the entire day to myself.
And am not tied down.
Yeahhs. One of the main reasons why i prefer single, i guess.
Oh wells, that’s another subject lahhs.

Am alrdy making plans for the holidays.
So, im going Thailand from 26th November to, i think 1st December.
Then am going London during December with my mum.
Can go visit my uncle over there.
Yeahhs. And i needa decide on a course soon.
And im looking for furniture for my room.
Blahs. So many things to do.
I wanna bake too. But got no butter ;(
Sians. Maybe im going library tmr.
Needa borrow books to entertain myself.

Oh wells oh wells. Alrights. Am gonna finish watching Saw VI.
Then go sleep le. Monday still got A lvl Chinese ;X