Please Do Not Cry. Loneliness Makes One Human.

just came back from my sis' bday dinner.

tday was like...... dots.

was supposed to go meet trish & the rest for her trish's bday.

but apparently, sarah leong, cleo and i havent finished her present.

so we didnt go. even raiz came to sarah's house to help. haha.

retard lah. do for so long also havent finished.

after that my mum and sis came to fetch me.

then we went to Ehub's Lemongrass for dinner. haha.

then after that we went to Gelare for dessert! yippees!

ate strawberry ice cream ;DD hahahas.

well anyway, am super scared for tmrrrr! ;(

DIE LAH DIE LAH. havent even chosen a song. ;\

and i dont even know how to go thereee. howwws? ;(

sianns. ltr lost will die. lolols. okay lah. my sense of direction not that bad ;X

hahahaha! and now my throat hurtssss. a little. ;(

ahhhs. sian sian sian. oh wells. oh wells. aiyah. i dont know lah.

omg am like feeling super stressed now. T.T

im feeling how i felt in dec 08 - feb 09. ;(

it's like..arghhs.

why do guys have to make the girls feel so shitty?

and like so guilty and all.

am so used to keeping stuff to myself.

i know it aint good and all. but i still cant help it.

dont try asking me to say or whatsoever. cause i wont.

instead i would feel irritated and annoyed. just shut up.

am feeling like crap right now lahs.arghhs.

maybe i shall retire from my Listener post.

am tired of people asking me what to do and all.

like, i dont know lahs.

i have my own problems too, y'all know?

oh wells. forget it.

maybe it's just this stage right now. i have no idea.

sorry if i suddenly flare up at you or what.

am not in a good mood these few days.

PMS or what. i dont know and i dont care.

well i guess, partly is also cause of that thing. but... yeahs.

i dont know lahhs. ;( feeelll like crying ;((( x infinity

PS. this post aint directed to anyone -.- so DONT ask me. i will just ignore and whatsoever.