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i have no idea what i just did. i dont know why i had to blog about that.

i mean, i just have to continue dealing with things the way i used to.

last monday, i went out with my sis. and we were talking about stuff.

and we linked to like, me.

i mean, we were talking about my P1 cousin, wisely.

like what he does to get attention.

and his method of getting attention is to cover up all his hurt and sadness.

well, so apparently, his story is because of his broken family and all.

then i was like, but im not what.

so apparently my way of covering up my sadness and all is to bottle things up.

why does everything have to come hitting me to the ground at the same time?

fuck. the worse thing to do: Cry infront of your Laptop while blogging. and even better, not know why.

i dont know. it's like, since god-knows-when, i have been keeping things to myself.

i mean, i dont see why i have to bother others about my own stuff.

im used to people coming to me for advice & comfort. not the other way around.

im always the listener. not the talker.

so i guess, now all i have to do is to put on a brave front and smile.

isnt that is what Jasmine Quek always does?