Life, as we know it

yay i survived. hahaha.

like duh of course i did.

well it wasnt much of an operation actually.

i didnt have to go to the 2nd floor of the clinic.

i just sat there and the doctor squeezed all the pus and blood out.

yeap. pretty much that. but well i think he used a knife to cut it.

my mum said it was a needle. i have no freaking idea what it was and i dont want to know it either!

all i remember hearing was the metal cling when he put it back into the metal bowl!

arghhh! and my teeth and palms hurt cause i was gritting my teeth and clenching my firsts really tightly.

and i kept tearing after that. pus, blood, tears. yeap.

well the nurse was pretty nice as compared to the previous one!

well despite the fact that she’s the one who held my head firmly so i wont squirm, she kept encouraging me and kept reminding me to breathe – in and out.

yeah i swear it was almost as if i was giving birth. hahahahaha!

but im really grateful to her cause she’s really nice!

have to be back to the clinic in 2 weeks’ time for a checkup.

and hopefully it’s better. otherwise he would continue squeezing again. ARGHH!

sucks to be me.

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have been thinking about life lately.

one thing i hate about life is that we can only choose one thing at a time and no matter what the outcome is, we cant turn time to choose again.

and we’ll end up spending our entire life regretting.

and we keep thinking what the possible outcomes would be if we made a different choice.

every choice we make is a risk. well, life’s a risk

 

okay. that’s just me being critical about life. hahaha.

well it’s true to a certain extent, isnt it?

okay! shall go sleep soon! will be going to the market with my mama & aunties tmr morning!