Thursday, August 26, 2010

Take it away, please..

fuck lah. why must someone always go fuck my day up so badly.
it was already bad to begin with.
and you just had to make it worse.
and the truth is, i dont even know if they are talking about me.
i hate it when i read tweets that sound like they're talking about me,
but i have no idea if it's really me!! so mindfucking! :(
if it's just one single person, i would just be nasty.
but now when it sounds like everyone is talking about me, im gna crumble.
i hate being so paranoid, neurotic and oversensitive.

Eyes glistening with fear. Rolling down, a single tear.

i dont wna cry. not anymore.
but it's too hard for me to contain them anymore.

i feel like everyone hates me.
or that im the subject of their bitching session.
i cant stand it when someone hates me.
esp those that i care for dearly.

someone please come along and take it away..

hate is a tiring and never-ending battle.

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