Orh-Per-Ray-Tion

 

i dont wna go sleep! cause when i wake up, it means i have to go to the doctor’s to have my eyelids cut open.

and no, it’s not because of plastic surgery for double eyelids!(or thriple in my case)

but because there’s a FREAKING corn in my eye.

yes first i had corneal ulcer, then i had styes. and now i have a corn.

DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ABOUT MY PREVIOUS VISIT LAST WEEK!

arghhhh! anyway, i was supposed to have the op last week. but there wasnt time.

so we scheduled it for tmr. at first we wanted to change to thursday so i would have more time to rest but the clinic wasnt opened.

so it meant that i had to be kept in suspense for a longer time.

but i have no idea if that’s good or bad. arghh.

im really really freaked out by the thought of it!

i know the operation for stye is like this:

1. The stye will be held by two metal plates.
2. The doctor will use a knife to cut the stye open.
3. A spoon will be used to ‘scoop’ the pus out.
4. And, Voila! That’s how you remove a stye.

Interesting? NOT!

Disgusting? VERY!

i have no idea no idea no idea how im gna live through it.

 

seriously! my pain threshold is really really really very low!

that explains why i only have a single ear hole on each ear and no other body piercings or tattoos!

dont come and tell me that it doesnt hurt.

IT FREAKING HURTS OKAY!!

i had my 2nd ear hole pierced when i was sec 1/2(yes, my ah lian period) and then it had infection and all the pus and blood.

i got so traumatised that i swore never to pierce again. hahahaha.

and so my mum dont have to worry about me coming home with a tattoo one day.

because it would hurt like freaking hell and i probably think i would faint halfway through the inking. :/

so anyway! yessss. ahhhhhhh veryvery afraid!

last week he already squeezed some pus out of my eyelids and i was already thinking ‘FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML’ and i was on the very verge of crying.

yay i’ve grown so strong!

the last time i cried like mad please!

i think tmr will be like the last time!

 

well anyway! thanks to those people who wished me luck & asked me to take care okayyyyy! <3 love you guys!

especially my xiao mei’r jowell! hehehe.

she even bought me something to give me as a good luck charm.

we were supposed to go out today to go do our journalism project.

but then joanne was sick. so we postponed it to monday.

since i wont be free tmr and i have to rest on sunday.

so she took a picture of the thing she bought for me!

it’s Hello Kitty! hehehe.

here!:

hehehe so cute+sweet right!

veryvery thoughtful! i was very touched!

love her!

*hehehe picture of us. okay lah. we look alike. hahaha!

 

hmmmmmm nothing much to talk about already i guess.

have to be up at 10am tmr. the clinic is ALLLLLLL the way at AMK.

and confirm must wait damn long again for my turn even though i already have an appointment!

shall fully charge my itouch for my mum to play the Scoops game again. hahaha!

and i shall bring a book!

 

anyway! currently very hooked onto this song!

she’s a Singaporean! and she wrote the song! both tune & lyrics!

hehehe. go hear!

love x9876543210 the lyrics!

 

告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
放弃你 忘记你 只怕我无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫

Chorus:

明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力

明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
但为何 到如今 我依然无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫

(Chorus)

明知道我爱你 假装不在意
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道真的没关系

 

i know the size of the lyrics damn small.

but if i make it bigger it would be really huge! and ugly! :/

so if you wna read the lyrics, just click on the video and you’ll be directed to the actual youtube video.

there’s lyrics at the description!

okay! that’s all! goodnight!