Why wont my Heart and Mind listen to me? :(

okay! the dust have settled and things are alright now. :))
turns out that everything was a misunderstanding.
stupid MSN created one of the problems! boohoo!
well! but things are okay now! reallyreally glad+happy :)

sooooooo i havent been studying. :(
studying sucksssss mannnnzzzz!!
anyway! i have been looking for B.B. cream!
i really wna start using makeup because i wna be prettyyyyyy. hehehehe.
and i also wna get contactssss because i wna be prettyyyyyy.
see how low my self-confidence is!
i admit i do have a little inferiority complex.
there's no ENOUGH in my dictionary.
i wont think that im pretty ENOUGH, thin ENOUGH or good ENOUGH.
oh well. life sucks. and it sucks to be me.

well! but i guess i should be grateful and thankful that compared to other kids in other countries, or even, kids in Singapore who are have a poor family background.
because i do not have to worry how my day would be like everyday i open my eyes.
or whether i would have a place to stay, food to eat, water to drink.
for that, im very appreciative.
but humans will always be greedy and as i have said, there's no ENOUGH.
we wont be satisfied with just a dollar.
when we have $1, we want $10, when we have $10, we want $100 etc.
the list keeps going on and on..

i really wna do something to help. but at this point of my life, i have no power to.
so all i can do is to try to remember to go to the Care2 website and click the everyday clicks.
remember there was one post about it??
Here's the link to refresh your memory!: Online Petitions
yupyup! okay! i shall go sleep now!
have to be up at 9am because there's marketing lecture at 11am!
goodnight peopleee! :))


PS. wait shucks. i forgot what i wna say! :( arghh okay nvm. byebye!\


oh wait. i just remembered. i think i wna get B.B. cream, but i have no idea which to get!
please tell me if there's any good ones+cheap ones! :)) thanks!