Finding the Real Jasmine

i realised something today.

you know, the exterior of me is a really really great disguise for the interior of me.

it sounds weird but, yeah. that's how it works for me.

i guess im the best liar, but i hate to lie.

i joke around, im liberal and im open-minded.

but deep down im really gullible.

it's funny for one to call him/herself gullible.

but the thing is, if someone lies, i wouldn't know it.

i would take it as the truth and well, the person will manage to get away with it.

there's a small kid in me which believes everything, doesnt want anything to change.

because she likes constance.

but she likes new experiences too.

because she knows everything will go back to normal.

i guess this is the reason why i hate people to lie to me.

because i will have no idea that it's fake and i will look like a fool.

but i guess sometimes i give myself away.

the signs my body give, the expression of my face etc.

and they are not some stuff which i can control.

oh well.

on a lighter note..i did a cover on Sha Gua(again)

but this time. i posted it on FB. haha! for that stupid YH lahh.

anywayanyway, did i mention im back on MapleStory??

well anyway, for those people who were my friends or were in the same guild as me, re-add me okay!

hehh. my IGN: xxxRegrets

im level 45 now! just leveled! hahaha. im a Warrior Fighter! :))

oh ya! and i scrolled my weapon just now!

i scrolled a 70% one which passed. then i scrolled another 70% one which failed.

and my item was destroyed.

so i scrolled another 70% on a new sword. and it failed again and was destroyed.

so i scrolled another 70% on a new one and it passed!

then a 60% one on it which passed!

:)) so happy! hahaha. but im broke now. :\ oh well oh well!

hehhh. hope to Ludi PQ soon!

hmms. going back to school tmr! hopefully this time round, we'll be able to get to the books!

haha!and we have a Lianz lunch on Thursday! cant wait!

miss those 6 other kids like crazy! hahaha.

oh ya oh ya. as promised, i shall post my other designs online now! :))

My very first assignment which Randi helped me with! :))

it's supposed to be a factsheet for my course for those Secondary noobs when they come to TP for openhouse. haha.

page 1

page 2

This is my NDP poster! hahaha. oh well.

my teacher said it looked like some Vietnamese or Communist flag. -.-

wtf?!?!

and this! you guys have already seen! :))

okay! that's all! byebye! :)))

maybe i should've fell in love with someone else who loves and cares for me.

Note to self: Find someone who loves me more than I love him.