&as i said, love aint for everyone

okay time to rant.

so yeah went out tday. and met C & JK after that.

apparently C wasnt really like, supportive and JK wasnt really comfortable.

C kept saying and saying that he reminded her of K. like, wtf???

K is like..gosh. ancient lah! and i got quite pissed when she kept saying that.

cause i guess, the animosity is damn strong.

well okay lah. the word itself is very strong. so..yeah.

i dont know lah. she said he was like, arrogant/proud?

i admit kinda. like, i felt that too lah. but i kinda brushed it aside.

but then C kept mentioning about K and i got really fed up.

so now it has sort of clouded my judgement.

oh well. i dont know lah. arghhh! FML.

but to be honest, i dont think it will really work out.

like..lots of stuff lah. i guess we're too different??

we're not each others' type.

i think i know what we are.

we're that kind of people who you meet along the way when you're still looking for love.

but you know that it wont turn out to be something which brings you to the end.

we wont be walking with each other till the end of our lives.

i guess that's life.

besides, i cant fall in love. cause i dont know what love is.

it's supposed to bring you happiness and bliss.

like, you dont care about anything else except it.

i've never felt that way towards anyone before.

i cant be tied down. i hate that feeling.

i hate it when someone gets clingy and asks, where are you? with who? why?

all those questions! it gets to me!!

and to be honest, most of the time why my r/s fail, it's cause of this.

or the fact that, im not in love.

im not gna apologise for the way i am.

i have already, many times actually.

but i guess some people are just not meant to love, or to be loved.

and some people really do stay single all their life.

but of course there will be flings lah.

oh well. i have no idea what life has in store for me.

but i can clearly say that, i love singlehood more.

i cant stand being tied down and controlled.

&as i said, love aint for everyone.