Final post for 2009

so 2009 is coming to an end in about another 10hours or so.

well, 2009 has been definitely different as compared to 2008.

i mean, with all of the changing of schools & environment, friends, and life.

Firstly schools & environment.

2008: SACSS. a school i will never, never forget.

i remembered what i used to say, "cant wait to get out of here"

and when i really do, now i want to go back.

people ask, "what's the big deal?"

really. SAC was the place which saw me through my rebellious times.

it was my only alma mater which i really had fond memories of.

i mean, i dont really remember much in primary school.

i do remember stuff, but not much.

for SAC, i still can remember the first day of school.

i lost i felt ;\

but luckily since i was from SACPS, i dare say i knew about 65% of the people.

i knew people from NA and NT because i was in the worst Chinese class.

and also because i was active in my CCA.

CCA was crazy tooooo!

the practises were like. blah. never-ending.

i swear i had to always be on my toes.

&i was super stressed cannnn. ;(

because Mrs Boo doesnt like me. always finding ways to kick me down. ;(

haha. but i guessed eventually it all was okay.

then had the problems with the newbies - Sec 1s.

doesnt help when you are always running about, catching absentees and all okay?!

thank god for Xiao Qi & my junior - Zahreen.

haha. &also thanks to trish who always get scolded by me.

and she didnt get mad! hahaha. wheees i love her. ;D

it was tough being the President of Chinese Orchestra.

but it was even more tough balancing Friends & that position. ;)

2009: TPJC. to be honest, i've been longing to go to TPJC since young.

cause it's near to my house and, whenever i past it, i would be like "my future school."

but now when i think back, how naive i was.

cause in the beginning, i shouldnt even be choosing my school based on what i wanted when i was young. neither should it be based on what my sisters did not choose.

so..yeahs. but it doesnt matter.

i had fun this year. it may be a waste of time and energy.

but i guess, i didnt really regret because it cultivated and shaped me into another me.

SACSS was really the first stage, and TPJC was the second.

&i guess, the third would be TP.

also, CCA in TPJC was like, no CCA. wthhhs. ;(

so sian lah. grrs.

&even though im not as close to my CCA people as the rest, i cherish every moment with them. ;)

2010: im gonna work hardddd! &be the Da Jie there. HAH. joking ;D

&maybe i shall join Chinese Orchestra there. ;pp

Secondly, friends.

2008: we were the 7 ah lians. haha. or if some of you could remember, 44 gang, armpit-armpit gang (no thanks to sarah leong for coming up with that. haha!)

even though the 7 of us were always seen together, we werent really, really together.

sam & cleo, ran & i, trish & sarah f & nat.

sam & cleo always doing the disappearing act.

but we always knew where they were - Toilet.

ran & i always doing weird and random stuff like dancing, calling each other hippog.

trish & sarah & nat. they are special on their own.

trish lovessss to bake. which gradually influenced me! hahaha.

sarah is the smartest among us. the science & math person.

which is why we were all shocked when she dropped amath. HAHA.

AND THE POINT WAS, SHE WASNT FAILING.

WELL, EVEN IF SHE WAS, AT LEAST NOT AS BAD AS US, RIGHT?!

natalie was the craziest. and my ally against trish. HAHA.

so there it was,

Cleo - Kuku & Blur

Jasmine - Lame+Crazy & Fierce ;\

Natalie - Friendliest & have connecting big big.

Randi - Neutral & Drama-mama (whenever we bitch should we just stay out lah. so not fun can.)

Samantha - Ah Lian! oh wait. i have to type this in twit. AhHx LiiAnNx

Sarah - Brainy & Wols

Tricia - Baker & Known widely for her Generosity

hahaha. aww. miss you guyyyys! ;(

2009: just cleo & i.

;) though it was just the both of us, we enjoyed it. seriously.

like how we can bitch about others during breaks at our benches! hahaha.

eating hot dogs on tuesdays, drinking ice teas after PE, carrying birthday cakes around.

blahblahblah. we practically do all the sai kang in our class lah. haha.

but well, it was fun lahhs. ;) i love youuuuu, cleo!

2010: gahs. i hope i would still be close to the 6 other sisters & the people in 09S23! ;(

well, and make friends there like them! hahaha!

Thirdly, life.

2008: my life practically revolved around CO & my friends. oh oh and O lvls.

i slacked my ass off lah. dont ask me how i got a 13 for O lvls! i have no idea!

it was luck, i guess. i mean, a F9 -> B3 for Amath? an E8 -> B3 for comb humans?

haha! funny. i was crying even before i got back my results ;\

hahaha. omggggg. i can still remember the suspense and tension in the airrrr!

&also, that drama with Doraemon ;\

lolllls. well, it's all overrrr. i guess.

2009: my life revolved around studies. seriouslyyy. mugging right after mid years up to promos.

gahs. no results. it's alright lahhs. i dont regret. reallyyyyy.

i know like, it's not my utmost bestest best.

but i already did what i could. ;) no regrets!

that's quite ironic compared to my IGNs & online nicks - rEgrEttEDmE

hehhs. and touched maple again! and getamped! ;D

lollls. and also viwawa!

gahhs practically everythinggg!

&also all that drama with kelvin ;\

but now it's alright already lah.

but now there's an even MORE important thing for me to concentrate on.

hehhs. ;) <3

2010: im gonna find a job. i think.

study! pay attention during lessons! (i hope)

and go clubbing. ON MY BIRTHDAY ;D

yippeeees! hahaha!

so i guesssss that's about it! i wrapped it all uppppp! ;D

TOMORROW = 2010

NEXT YEAR = 2010

∴ TOMORROW = NEXT YEAR!

&so this is the Love everyone's talking about?

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bahhs.

hahaha.

im boredddzxzx! ;(

school's starting for tpjcians.

bahhhhhhs. that's why he cnt pei me liao ;(

hmphhhssss.

oh wells. JOB.

bahhs. ;(

alrights. finally i've sent out xmas cards already.

but i only sent out 5. ;\

so if you receive, shhhhh. dont tell/ask people okay? ;X

hahaha.

time to go rush out my 终极一家 nowwww!

alrights. byeesss ;)

Third Day of Christmas

emo already lahhh ;(

im tiredddddd.

but i dont know what exactly am i tired about. ;(

argghhhs nvms.

did you actually know that you can get full by looking at foooddd?

hahaha. i just realised it too.

i was hungry just now. then i was walkin around tmart.

i didnt know what to eat. so i went shop & save.

after staring at all the food.

i wasnt feeling that hungry anymore. so i went home. haha.

well anyway. i went out tday with sab, janice & wanyi.

we wanted to catch Alvin & the Chipmunks 2.

but tickets were sold out.

so we caught Sherlock Holmes instead.

i think the show was not bad. haha.

damn retard can. sab thought it was those funny funny one.

then when the movie started, it was like, black magic that kind.

then she was like, wtf. i thought is funny funny one.

LOL. omg lahhs. but it was quite funny.

cause Sherlock Holmes was always saying+doing retarded stuff. haha.

after that we pei janice go white sands.

then wanyi ate macssss.

and we bitchedddd and talkedddd. for like, 2-3hours lah. hahaha.

am boreddd ;(

at first wanted to bake. but then. bahs.

so im just msning+fbing+blogging+watching sg idol.

haha. damn funny. i looked up and i see Paul Twohill singing. HAHA.

omg lahhhs. cause i keep thinking of all the clicknetwork.tv videos.

hahaha. funnyfunny.

oh wells. i guess im going to download Alvin & the Chipmunks 1.

i didnt watch lahs. hahaha. oh wells.

&i just remembered. i didnt watch New Moon. ;(((((

bahhs. oh wells. okay. nvms lah. byes.

Second Day of Christmas

&i love you, honey

wheeees. for the first time in 9876543210123456789 days, i woke up before 4pm!

lolols. that's a great feat LOH. ;pp

well okayyy so xmas is over. it's Boxing Day! haha.

time for me to go find a jobbbbbzxzx. ;(

bahs. i wanna write composss.

im B-O-R-E-D.

oh yeah. since xmas is over. i mean, like the 1st day lah.

i can change my blogskin liaozxzx! ;D

hahaha! bahs.

&since the NY '10 countdown thing is called off already, im super freeeee!

gah. hungryhungryhungry! i feel like eating fishballs.

hahaha! i shall go find something to eatttt.

since i already promised that i will eattttttttt whenever im hungry ;(

that means FATTTT! hahaha.

alrights.

i shall go find something constructive to do. ;))

byebye~

Pick-tures.

First Day of Christmas

should i follow my heart, or my mind? ;(

this week has been hecticccc!

hahaha.

i stayed at my auntie's house from sunday-tuesdayyyy.

then had to rush to T1 & tamp mall with sab to do some last minute xmas shopping.

then went out on wednesday with cleo, junkai & ky.

we were supposed to go see xmas lightings at Orchard.

but it was boring LAH. hahaha.

so we ended up walking around Taka.

eventually went home at around 10+ going 11.

then tday i met sab to do last minute xmas shopping again.

haha. then went to my house.

she had to dress up cause she was going clubbing after our family bbq.

presents presents! ;DD

super funny. cause we and my mum were rushing to wrap presents.

then i was looking through all of my mum's presents which she was going to give out.

so i was like, looking looking. then i was kept asking what they were.

then i saw mine, then i was like, WAH I ALSO GOT.

then i was like, BUT WHY MINE SO SMALL!

omg lahh. LOL. damn funnnyyyy.

cause sab's one was like big. then mine is like, smaller than my palm.

HAHAHA. we kept laughing.

then i touch touch and shake shake.

then i was like, HUH. MIRROR & COMB.

then my mum was like, HANA HANA.

HAHAHAHA. omg i super pro lahs.

i just shake shake i know liaoooooo. ;)))

hahahaha!

welllllsssss. shall upload picturessss! ;D

but in another post! ;)))

<3s~

Baby Steps

i dont know why. but it does hurt.

and i was the one who like..yeahs.

i dont know. maybe it looks and seems like it doesnt.

but i guess my heart does the same thing as what our brain does.

like when someone gets hurt by something, the brain automatically blocks it out.

so, yeah. i guess im just bottling it up again, as usual.

probably if i start crying, i may not stop.

&may even cry everything which i've been hiding out.

but no worries.

i'll be alright. i guess. ;\

i need a drink. or two. i cant wait for the xmas party.

im sure there'll be. or sab can just get it for me.now.

bahs.

this will be random for those who don't know the entire story.

but i just wanna say..

omg i have no idea what to dooooo.

i mean, i've waited for it, and now when it comes, im scared.

i dont know what to dooooo.

is it cause of my past, then im afraid? ;(

ahs. ;(

&as what Pussycat Dolls say,

"Be careful what you wish for Cuz you just might get it"

Xmas makes me Nostalgic

``editted:

ehh omg. i just found the showww!

i found the one about the cigarette one.

but then i realised it's a different show as compared to the dominos one.

and it's the same as the electrocuted one. HAHA.

omg. i got them all mixed up.

so now im still finding the dominos show and the codes one. aww ;(

but im really glad i found the other one already! yippeees!

it's Mindhunters(US) & Profession Profiler(French).

the show's really gooooddd! go watch! ;DD

YAYS! SUPER HAPPY! ;DDD <3

awww im watching this korean drama nowwww.

then the guy just gave the girl red roses.

then the girl was like, awwwww.

haha. i want flowers too! for my xmas present! LOL ;X

but from the right guy ;\ &the right flowerssss.

omggg sound so desperate ;\

hahahaha! wthhs.

well anyway, is there anyone out there who watches a lot of moviesssss?

ahhs. cause there's these 2 shows which i can only remember vaguely & i have no idea what the title is!

the first one is this guy killing people.

but then like, he is one of them, and no one knows who the killer is.

they just know that the killer is among them.

there's one part where he drugs all their drinks and pretends to blackout too.

but of course he didnt lah.

and another part is about dominos.

cause the way he kill them are like, all traps. something like Saw that kind.

but not gross and all.

then anyway, the dominos were like falling then eventually dropped on the, fire extinguisher is it?

but like not leh. is like, hydrogen gas. then will freeze a person.

then the person just shattered into pieces.

and nearing the end, he killed another person who was a heavy smoker.

then the guy got out of the house, knowing that if he went out he was in danger lah, and went to get cigarettes from a vending machine. then when he smoke, it was like, acid.

so he died lah. the rest realised and wanted to save him. but was too late.

yeahhs. smth like that. if you know what, please please tell me okay!

i think also got one part is like, there are many many words/numbers on the glass windows.

then they must decipher. not too sure.

the 2nd show is about watches and clocks.

the killer gave his victims timings. like they will have to complete like, some quest in a period of time.

if not someone dies.

i think got one part is like, the place was flooded with water.

and then within dont know how long. they had to go do something.

if not the electrical wires will touch the water.

and everyone will get electrocuted. smth like that.

hahaha.

please please tell me if you have any idea! thank youuuuu! ;D

<3

Eventually ;)

i think im falling back into the pit again.

but this time im going to make sure no one gets hurt.

except for me. just me.

so it's 7am and im not sleeping. yet.

haha. am still some stuff and im not feeling tired/sleepy.

i have no idea whyyyyy!

i was out tdayyyyy walkin around lahhh!

i went far east with jo & sab.

then after that jo had to meet cai and his friend.

so sab and i walked around awhile more.

super funny can. cause we kept getting lost at far east what.

you know, it's like super confusing and hugeeee.

we were trying to get to a shop which sells fake eyelashes which we went earlier.

so i was like, "it's here it's here. trust me."

HAHA. then we went down the escalator then i was like, eh it's upstairs.

then my cousin was like, wah lao. i slap you ah. HAHA.

then we walked then i was like,

"reaching already reaching already. just now we go up escalator then we saw mah."

then i was like, "eh it's upstairs lah."

my cousin was like, "im not going to trust you already lah!"

haha. but eventually i got us there, okay?! hahaha!

after that we went Rubi at Ion.

we wanted to get pumpsss. mine was like, seriously wearing out!

so i wore it straight away. but, ouchhh, blisters! ;(

after that met junkai to pass him stuff.

then sab and i went to taka.

ah ma was workinggg. but her break over already.

so we went to eat macs! haha.

damn retarded lahhhhs. long story. shant say why. lazyyyy. haha.

then after that we went back to tampines and i had to go popular.

after that we went ikea. she had to get some stuff for xmas.

then we walked around and were already planning for our bedrooms!

she intends to buy some new furniture and transform her bedroom!

haha. i was looking out for furniture for my new bedroom. next year. -.-

lololols. but i definitely have to get furniture for my room.

cause my current bedroom has all furniture built-in.

like built-in beds, cupboards, tables. yuppppsss.

but the bed which caught my eye is like, $1289 ;(

emo lahhhs. haha so ex can. but super cosyyyyyy ;)

damn funny lahhhs.

cause first we were walking around looking at furniture.

S: ehh where to get the photoframes ah.

J: this level. not the place where you get all the cupboard one.

then we walked. walked the entire of level 2. HAHA.

and then i realised,

J: eh! it's downstairs lah you. LOL.

S: wah lao. and who was the idiot who said is this floor?!

J: reaching reaching. trust me trust me. you smell very xiang then you know reach already.

S:trust you again right! just now the far east there make us go down go up. then now also! idiot lah you.

lololololols!

then i was walkin straight then she suddenly pointed to the right.

S: eh there can walk!

J: OH OH.IT'S THERE IT'S THERE. SEE SO XIANG. REACH ALREADY. it's confirm opposite the mirrors one. 100%!

S: wah piang! so if i didnt tell you can walk there, means we will never reach the place lahhh! correct lah you.

J: correct lah you! we will eventually come here one. cause we will make one big round."

S: keyword is EVENTUALLY.

J: but still can reach one lohhh. trust me trust me.

haha! so we got the frames already and then continued our way to the cashier.

after awhile...

S: eh why walk until so long ahh.

J: cause we walk wrong direction

S: WAH LAO. THEN YOU NOW THEN SAY?! somemore so calmly lahhh! WAH LAO. so if i didnt ask, we still walk and walk lah. idiot lah you.

J: we will reach there one, eventually.

HAHA. omg damn funny. in the end we made it there.

but she accidentally scratched me with the stupid photoframes.

now there's a minuscular cut on my arm. lololols.

after that i ate a hot dog while she drank ice lemon tea and we chatteddd.

about how much i hate kids and how much she wanted to give birth to them.

HAHAHA! funny lahhs.

well alrights. i better get going nowwwwww!

my mum's gonna wake up and find me still awake.

then im screwed. ;\

but im seriously not tired. oh shit.

i need sleeping pills or alcohol soon! ;(

Selective Memory

stupid yoville lah.

scam me.

seeeee!

.

wtf lah. stupid. my friend is THERE lahhh. -.-

well anyway, went out with my sis tday.

but first went to round market for brunch with my mum & sis.

then after that my mum sent my sis and i to tamp mrt.

we went bugissss.

ah lian hometown. lololls.

met a few friends lahhs.

juliana was working there.

then my sis was like, eh got discount a not.

lololol. then juliana nod and pointed to me.

HAHA. see, it rocks to shop with me ;D

then saw my junior too.

she's working at bugis too. shit i forgot her name.

wait lemme check the CO list. ;X

found it! yan ling! hahaha!

but she didnt see me lahs. cause i forgot her name what.

so i couldnt call her ;XX HAHA!

sorry lahhs. that's how my memory works: selective memory

and another friend also. hahaha!

after that we went back to tampines.

walked around T1 & tamp mall.

went to Mango. there was sale.

omg lahhs. damn crowded cannn. it was crazyyy!

well then after that we went to eat Teppanyaki Express.

was damn fullll. then went homeeeee!

bought a pair of heels & a beltttt.

am going kbox tmr! ;))

wheeees. okay bye. ;D

``you dont ♥ me, do you?

LIANism

omfggggg. im wearing until damn lian for sam okay.
hahaha! must commemorate her. lolololols.
but i dont dare go out of my houseeee!
im wearing a black&white stripped tank.
and black stockings with ribbon prints.
and a bubble shorts. LOLOLOL.
omggg. i look like a fucking emo lian.
fuck. i dont care. but i think im gonna bring clothes.
just in case ;X
hahaha!

No sleep works for me, i guess?

my head will hurt later on!
that's what i predict. hahaha.
so yesterday was..crazy.

well to start of with, i was late ;X
as usual lah, okay?! hahaha.
not my fault horrr. i wanted to leave already.
but i got hooked on songs at that moment ;X
we were supposed to meet at 2.30.
but i left my house at 2.30.
THEN, i realised that i havent fed my dog.
so i went to feed. still needa heatup and all.
so by time is 2.50. ;\
then when i got to the bus stop, i was stoninggggg.
oh i saw the canoeist. but i dont think they saw me. lololols.
well anyway, i was just thinking and thinking.
THEN when i looked up, 12 went off ;\
lollls. not my fault horrssss. so fast okay. ;\ haha.

anyway we played mahjong in the chalet on the stupid bed. haha!
i kept losing lahhs. but xutao losing even worse. lololols.
kevin was winning like crazy! BEGINNERS' LUCK LOH.
;X lololols.
eh buddy, "aiyahh. must be because someone was beside you lohhhhs ;XX"
if she sees this, im gonna die. ;X
hahaha! but anyway, after that we played for like super long.
then we went to eat. well i didnt lahhs.
i didnt eat much yesterday. lolllls. ;\
after that was like..i dont know. i had stuff to think.
so i sort of alienated myself. ;\
but my senior, Joyce Y., super niceeeeee!
she kept like, pulling me back into the 'circle'.
so..yupps. in the end i enjoyed myself lahhs. haha.
we mahjong-ed like crazy lahhs. hahaha.
then after that rachel & joyce k. went out to talktalk.
hahahas. oh wells. yeapps.
then after that went back and joyce & i continued to mj. ;\

i was like suddenly high lah. i was laughing hysterically to myself ;\

omggg. i have no idea why! hahaha! but it made me win, okay?!
so qiaoooo. i met a senior there, and he happens to be juanita's classmate!
hahaha! aww. which makes me think of 4/7 '08. ;(
&this sort of feelings would be more and more often ;(

after that at around 5-6, another senior, joyce & i went to the beach.
we wanted to go see the sunriseeeee!
but there wasnt any -.- tmd.
make us wait for super long lahhs. 2 hours can.
i fell asleep for 5 minutes.
then when i woke up. the sky was brighter.
we didnt get to see the SUN.
only the sky getting brighter.
we were sitting on the waterbreaker.
then i was like, "i want high tide!"
haha! but the colour of the sky was beautiful nevertheless.
also, the sound of the sea just made you think.
so i was spacing out most of the time.

after that we went back the some people left.
so the rest of us played the game '24'
superrrr fun! hahaha!
GE YAO lost WON. HAHA!
the aim of this game is to get as less cards as you can.
&ge yao add up altogether got 33 cards. LOL.
and only got 3 people okay. HAHAHAHA!
drama had 10+ altogether and dance got 4.
eeee. hahaha! damn funny can.
all the easy ones everyone cant do, only Ge Yao can.
then all the difficult ones, we just died together. LOL.
oh wells. after that we leftttt.

i think the chalet just made me more bonded to themmmmm.
arghhs. &that's the last thing i need. ;(

so i came home and slepttttt. until 4pm ;\
hahas. and i needa go out soon!
&i havent bathed. cause got one cockroach in my mum's toilet okay.
and my towel, toothbrush everything is there! ;(
howhowhow!
i locked the cockroach up in the toilet.
when i was bathing then i saw it okay. and it was running about.
ewww. so i quickly took my stuff and went out.
and closed the door. lololols.
so now it's stuck in there ;\
oh nvms. i shall see how.
okay lahhs. gotta go get ready already! ;D

&what now? ;\

If Only Love is a Two-way Thing

so 终机密码 is when someone chooses a number from 0-100.

then the rest have to guess a number from that range without guessing it.

the range gets smaller and smaller.

eg1:

my mum sets the number 55.

J: 50

M: 50-100

S: 75

M: 50-75

J: 60

M: 50-60

S: 57

M: 50-57

J: 55

so i lose.

anyway, can set me up also lahhs. like:

eg2:

no.: 72

&the range was already 71-75.

S: 73

M: 71-73

so i have no choice but to choose 72. so i lose. hahaha.

&i was the one who told my cousin to choose 73!

cause the chances of me losing would me double of hers.

because i can kena 72 & 74.

then after i kena then i was like, eh why am i helping you!

lolololllls. must more people play then funnnn.

esp with alcohol! hahaha.

wheees. wanna go pubbing soonnnnn ;(

boreddd at home to tears!

but pub = money

so i've got to go find a job soon/save up!

but xmas is coming toooo! ;(

so sab & i said already, this year no need to xchange present. ;DD

hahaha! phew.

one less present ;\

anyway, spent the entire day at my auntie's house!

i was supposed to hop on the bus.

then anyway, i was like wearing until super weird lahhs.

i was wearing my oversized famine camp shirt+denim shorts+my brown school shoes.

cause we wanted to go gym!

and i was carrying 2 bags can. 2 bags!

not plastic bags or what. but 2 tote bags.

cause yesterday she went my house before the wedding.

we wanted to da ban da ban first. hahaha!

so i had to carry her bag today.

anyway, we were laughing like crazy in the bus.

cause yesterday we said we wanted to relive our childhood days.

really missed them! ;(

all the crazy+childish stuff we used to do! hahaha!

cause we were going to the gym.

then it reminded her of how last time, at our Ah Gong's house got treadmill.

then we always play on it.

we will throw cushions on it.

and pretend we were delivering pizzas. HAHAHA!

or we would be standing on it and doing stupid stuff.

or wrapping uno stacko bricks as curry puffs. HAHAHA!

omgomgomg. damn funny.

well anyway there was some upgrading shit at the gym. -.-

so we ended up going to downtown to buy fooddddd for lunch!

at 5.30! lololols! ;\

so much for exercising to lose weight.

well, before that we weighed ourselves.

then after eating we weighed again.

then we went to pee, cause according to sab, after peeing, we will be lighter.

then we weighed again. LOL. apparently it only helped 0.1kg LAH. tsk.

after that we watched tv awhile & watched movie on my laptop.

then sab decided she was hungry again.

omg the damn funny part was after we ate our lunch, she was like, okay later at about 7 will hungry again.

and then at 7.10 she looked at me and went, im hungry.

LOL. omg lahhs. i laughed like mad cannnnn! hahahaha!

but we only got dinner at around 8+ cause we wanted to finish the first part of the movie.

then after that, we did the same during lunch.

we kept weighing lah.(which reminds me that i just forgot to.)

HAHA! damn retardedddd.

after so we wanted to play maple.

but then dont know what's wrong.

but kept having this connection error shit.

so ended up didnt. then in the end we viwawa-ed; wahjong.

we pakkat. okay nvms i dont know how to spell.

we teamed up.

haha! damn funny. she kept winning lah! ;(

and the last round omg, my tais were like, damn sweeee.

the hua itself i had like, 4 tais lah.

anyway we were playing 3 tais.

then i was playing ban se + all pong sia.

ban se = 2 tai

all pong = 2 tai

wth. i got 8 tais can. omgomgomg!

&imagine if i zi mo. 9 tais! omgomgomgomg!

hahaha! in real life didnt like that before lohhh!

the most also 5-6 tais ;(

omg. and i just need qi wan or qi suo.

then the rest kept throwing qi tong. -.-

tmd. i so angry loh. in the end it was a draw.

omg. if not i win damn a lot! ahhhs.

oh wells. hahaha!

after that my sis sent the both of us homeee!

well, tomorrow will be my cca chalet already. bahs.

did i mention? 20-30bucks! ;(((

tio scammed lah ;X

bahhs. but i guess it's worth it to spend time with my cca friends for, well, the last time?

so bahhhs. alrights. shall end here. byes ;)

but i guess i will be doing lots of thinking before i can actually get to sleep.

oh wells. ;)

and maybe a little crying? ;(

PS. im gettin better at CS!

only problem is i dont know how to pick up & throw a bomb. HAHAHA!

which is THE important part of the game!

&sometimes crying doesn't take the pain away anymore

after hearing what you said doesnt make me sad.

but it's only because it hasn't really settled yet.

it makes me regret, why didn't i ask you that when we were on it?

;(

Not Drunk! Just Sleepy!

No im not drunkkkkk!

Im just red & sleepyyyy. But not drunk! ;D

Hahaha. Just came back from my mum's cousin's son's wedding.

Lolols. Sab & i drank red wineeee.

And we played 终机密码.

&i lost like crazy lahhs.

So ended up drinking. Haha.

Not a lot lahhs. Drank 2 glasses only.

I'm a bad drinker! Lols. My whole body is redddd!
I just wanna go sleeepppp!

I'm lazy to bathe! ;X

Should i bathe? Hahahaha!

But still have to remove make-up.

So i guess i shall batheeeee!

Tomorrow will be a longggg day!

Am going out with Sab.

Gonna go repair her laptop then we go gym at my auntie's house.

At first wanna go swimming. But i can't..... ;(

Alrights. My head hurts like crap already. Byeeeeees! <3

``Love Hurts

PETitions!

just finished watching Hotels for Dogs.

omg the dogs all damn cuteeeee!

especially the main one - Friday.

omg so adorable right!

and i have a toy dog which looks like him!

but no way am i gonna go dig him out.

but i've got a picture. there.

circled in red. haha.

so cuteeee. makes me wanna hug Pogy now. haha!

i cried a lot lahhhs. ;\

even more than the korean movies i watched yesterday. hahaha!

not my fault! i've just got a soft spot for animals.

just now when i met cleo&junkai for sushi, junkai told me about the hamster incident.

apparently his grandmother thought that the neighbour's hamster was a mouse!

omg so she killed it! omgomgomg.

she put this box over it, and sprayed it.

and flattened it. omg.

my eyes were tearing lahh. ;(

then just now earlier,

my sis told me about what some fucking Germans do to dolphins.

they fucking kill dolphins okay.

and they kill it for the fun of it.

fuck them lah. fun their fucking head.

why.the.fuck.would.people.kill.dolphins?

they.are.fucking.harmless.mammals.

they protect us humans, and now we are responsible for their deaths?

great way of showing our gratitude, huh?

after hearing i also started crying lah.

when she first saw the pictures & the captions, she also cried.

fuckkkkk.

that time for PW, during the PI period,

i wanted to do Conservation of Dolphins.

i should have just continued.

i hope those people who kill/torture any animals

shall suffer the same fate,

or worse.

so now im like signing a lot of petitions online.

JOIN ME!

fuck china: No Dog Slaughters: End China Dog Culls

fuck denmark: Stop Killing Dolphins in Denmark!

fuck france: People Against Dogs and Cats as Baits

fuck.puffy eyes for tomorrow. ;(

BYE.

PS. i have no freaking idea why the music shit was all cranky.

it kept play only 1 song over and over again.

so i just took it away. blahs. so annoying.

lazy to make a new one. shall see how.

PPS. CRAMPS SUCKS. BIG TIME! ;(

&no matter how much i chant to myself "i hate you", i still love you

Cramp = crap with a M

CRAMPS! ;(

im having severe stomach cramps!

blahs.

so i shall just lie in bed and watch movieesss.

fuck cramps. fuck mense.

;(

wtfff. why my internet damn cock up. zz.

alrights. going to bathe then lie on my bed now. byeees. ;)

It's Time to..

i have no idea why these few days i keep having mood swings.

but luckily i have been stowing away myself in my room.

so i have decided. since im going mass communication(most probably),

i might as well make full use of my spare time now and write short stories; compositions.

practise now lah. ;D hahaha. but i need topics/questions. ;(

1 word or scenario! anything!

so long as it's narrative/descriptive & not expository/argumentative!!

someone! give me some suggestions!

well, more crying for now.

im gonna go watch P.S. I Love You.

awww. ;( &omg? the show was in 2007? serious meh!

i thought recently only. hahaha! oh wells.

do you know that there's a chinese song called P.S. 我爱你?

go hear go hear! it's very niceeeee! lyrics really meaningful. ;))

oh you can find it in my music box on the right -->

haha. slowly scroll. cause got a lot of songs.

it's under Alin - P.S. 我爱你.

the songs are all arranged alphabetically.

so it's the first few! ;))

or if you dont want to find it, happy pressing the back/next button.

cause it's on Shuffle. HAHAHA! ;X

&there's 73 songs. ;pp

well, but all my songs are nice, okay! ;D

alrights. shall go watch now then sleep! ;)))

gonna go massage with my mum tmr.

then go play gooseberry. ;(

PS. did i mention i finished my korean drama already? plus 2 korean movies.

HAHA. wheees. i feel a sense of achievement. ;)

more, please! more, please!

PPS. my mum told me there's a singing competition coming up soon. &first thing first!

she's the one who told me to go try! dont get me wrong, huh.

haha. im really, really afraid people are gonna judge me by this. ;(

blahblah. i shant say what awful things they will say behind my back or whatsoever.

well anyway, the registration date is over. ;\ 8th dec.

but i just emailed them, asked if they will still allow me to register a not.

so, let's see. ;)

anyway i may not join. scared lah. ;\ haha.

oh wells. we shall see ;))

``x/3 x/3 x/3

Drugged

``editted:

张惠妹 - 掉了
from her new album. my current fav song ;))

lyrics:

心疼的玫瑰

半夜还开著

找不到匆匆掉落的花蕊

回到现场却已来不及

等待任何回音都不可得

微弱的风筝

冬天里飘著

回不去手中缠线的那个

没有蓝天又何必去飞

怎么适合

黑色笑靥掉了

雪白眼泪掉了

该出现的所有表情瞬间掉了

瞳孔没有颜色

结了冰的长河

回忆是最可怕的敌人

故事情节掉了

主角对白掉了

该属于剧中的对脚戏也掉了

胸口没有快乐

断了翅的白鸽

不枯萎的藉口全掉了

曾经唱过的歌

分享过的笑声

在心中不断拉扯

想念不能承认

偷偷擦去泪痕

冬天过了还是会很冷

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

//you're a kind of drug which got me hooked on.

And right now, im suffering from the withdrawal symptoms.

;(

Can Crying actually be a Hobby?

YAYS. im so proud of myself!

i just solved an unsolvable internet problem.

LOL. okay maybe not. but i spent a super long time figuring it out!

;)) kudos to me! hahaha!

well anyway, the korean drama which i have been taking FOREVER to download.

i just realised i have the disc. OMG. rwarr!

my mum only told me we had the disc this afternoon lahhhs!

omggg. i was like, omg why you dont tell me earlier!

then she was like, how i know. you also didnt tell me you watching.

HAHA. and anyway, yays it's happy ending.

;D so can carry on watching already. lolls.

oh wells. i wanna finish up then go sleep soon. oh wells.

byes. ;)

PS. I NEEDA GET XMAS PRESENTS SOON! OMG. AHHHHS!

In desperate need of a Friend

so well, i talked to rachael on msn earlier.

&turns out that she is going for mass com in TP too!

haha. well, to be honest, im not sure. i darent choose.

i scared i make the wrong choice.

then i wont have anymore excuses to cover up for my mistakes ;(

oh wells.

i think i shall look back at what i chose last year.

maybe choose some also.

cause apparently, i have 6/8 choices to fill. blahs.

also, i talked to brandon fatty lim on msn. haha

turns out that he is also up for SP or TP.

yeapps. so i dont have much to worry.

cause i have many friends going TP; more than 5. ;)

haha. okay that's not a lot compared to the entire population.

hahaha! but STILL.

it's good to actually know that someone you know is going the same place you are. ;)

oh wells. so, i'm halfway through my korean drama already. yays.

stupid lah. made me bawl loh ;((

so sadddddd.cant imagine if that happens to me.

but it probably wont because im not that generous. HAHA.

okay maybe not. haha!

alrights. am really tired now. shall go sleep!

i hope the tears which i shed were all out for more than 1 reason.

this means im stronger now. haha.

i think.

PS. im actually getting that thrill you have on the first day of school. im serious.

``crying tires one

Boring Post

``editted:

i ought to be sleepinggg!

blahs. who careeesss! tomorrow will be just another day.

so boreddd. i know i should go get a job!

quit nagging. blahblahblah.

mehs. i just finished 13 going on 30 & 2 episodes of Gossip Girl.

wheees. hahas. ;))

alrights. have to go watch another episode then go sleep! ;D

bye-ayes~

PS. mass com = public speaking = more OP.

*faints*

PPS. i said no to a trip to Genting this weekend for my cca chalet & lum's birthday.

bravo! ;) say you're proud of me & jasmine rocks! ;))

i know i do.

&this feeling sucks & rocks at the same time. rwarrs.

has anyone actually watch Confessions of a Shopaholic and cry? ;\

i guess that will have to be me. ;X

well, that's not the point.

the point is that the show's great. haha.

i've been fighting movies/videos for hours i have lost track of.

and am nowhere near the end!

i have a lot of horror movies in my laptop!

&that's cause i daren't watch it alone ;X

hahaha! so now im boreddd.

but not for long. cause im on a new show: 13 going on 30

yes it's a really oldddd show, in 2004.

but who caressss. im catching it! ;D

haha. after im done with that maybe finally go on to korean movies. ;\

oh wells. oh wells. yes that's all. okay. bye.

Destiny? Fate? Luck?

I WANT ADOBE PHOTOSHOP OR FIREWORKS.

RWARR. ;(

haha! but super ex lahhzxzx! $70+

;(( awws.

&i wanna bake badlyyyy!

but no butter! ;(

&i have no money to buy butter. LOL.

seriously. ;(

oh welllsss. have been spending the entire day on the com!

watching videos+fbing+blogging.

so as you can see, changed my blog template again. ;\

but it's still sticking to the chrismas theme!

&i think letter S looks nice.

SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

haha!

i've gotta go buy xmas presents SOONNNN!

bahs. but no moneyyy! i think i will have to dig into my ATM again ;((

alrights. that's about it.

oh yeahs. more or less confirmed: Communications in Mass Media ;)

&i have to go bathe now. bye ;X

PS. I RE-PAINTED MY NAILS! omg i sound like a bimbo. whooooo careeesss!

same colour though! ;))

``i think there's still a tad of fate between us, don't you think so?

Christmas this year? I hope it's great.

``editted:

omgomg. i just found this on my senior's LJ.

i do hope it's true. cause just last night i dreamed of him. LOLOL ;X

and since it's from TIME magazine. should be lah, hor? ;\

someone go tell Ms De Souza! ;pp

omgg. but it's still awwww....

OMG. I STILL REEK OF BBQ!

AND I BATHED ALREADY!

that's what you get when you cook & stand in the smokeeee.

and my eye hurt earlier. really painful! ;(

it was all red & tearing! ;((

yups. i just came back from my class bbq.

not full. still eatable(;pp)! hahaha!

i feel like eating the Instant Noodle: Ramen

ahhhs! yumms. maybe i shall go buy tomorrow.

HAHAHA! ;X

so, i had a great time todayyyy. ahhs. ;pp

&cleo SHOULD know the detailed details. hehhs. ;\

if he reads this, im screweddddd.

kinda obvious, huh?

but IF. i dont think he would actually. hahaha!

who careeeesssss ;pp

well, but actually i shouldnt be scared of letting him know already.

cause im leaving TPJC alreadyyyy.

secrets can be told already.

so if cleo, buddy & junkai, you guys happen to read this.

&you feel like telling him, you MAY. LOLOL ;X

omfg i cant believe im actually saying thissss ;\

so, yeaps. i guess i shall end here.

and go watch my 終極一家.

PS. so i should be taking Mass Com in TP. well, to be honest, i wasnt really keen.

but then it's a really sought-after course and my family encourages me to.

&you all should know that im really indecisive and easily influenced. so..yeahhs.

PPS. time to change colour for my nails again! ;) any suggestionssss?

these are the colours that i just bought from Thailand.

i have no idea why the picture is like that, just have to tilt your head. ;D

haha.

i hate you

i love you

for once, it wasn't total awkward silence between us. ;pp